Hi,
Just gonna put in my two cents. Just a little background info: Now I am not perfect in any means and not trying to bee egotistic, but society deems me as "attractive" that fit into the beauty standards (excluding race). As someone who receives countless male attention (mostly unwanted) and deemed as "very desirable" in men's eyes, receives countless proposals for dating and relationships and sex I for one do NOT give a fuck about penis size. Infact I'm very lonely and all this attention just annoys the fuck outta me.
I know some women can be nasty and cruel too but I want you to know that there are women out here who genuinely want you for you. Infact I have rejected every man that has tried with me no matter how attractive they are or how large their penis is. None of those things matter if your egotistic dick is larger than your physical one.
If you wanna sleep around with women that's one thing but if you want the "love of your life soulmate type" know that "the one" is not gonna give af about your penis size so why should you?
The person you are meant to be with that is written and created for you (if you believe in that) is literally gonna accept you so don't sweat it.
It's literally something you were born with, you shouldn't be embarrassed.
The same thing goes for women's breasts, hips, butt, face etc women have to live up to countless beauty standards where they are putting themselves in danger with all these life threatening BBLs and plastic surgeries just to fit in to society and not be bullied and ridiculed for their bodies and obviously wanting attraction from men. Imagine how hard it is for women
Also from a scientific perspective on human anatomy I'm also a scientist so, here's a secret, most women like stimulation instead of penetration anyways. A big dick is useless if the male doesn't know how to utilize it correctly to give pleasure instead of discomfort/pain. Why do you think the clitoris is a huge topic women keep bringing up? There are plenty of ways to make a woman orgasm without penetration. Most males literally do not give af about women anatomy and don't respect it. They objectify women and see them as a "hole" and don't take the time to study on how to pleasure a woman especially the ones with the big penises as they get egotistic thinking it's enough when what really matters is strategy and technique not just ramming your penis inside a vagina and thinking your doing great and are a boss when it's the opposite. Most women will hide their true feelings about not orgasming or feeling discomfort. Getting to study and learn a woman's body, what she likes, doesn't, physical touches, intimacy, passion, mental/emotional connection, foreplay, how to turn ON your partner are all HUGE factors to consider, again not just aggressively ramming a dick inside and being done 10 seconds later leaving your partner unsatisfied.
Porn is literally fake and an illusion which rots out the brains of average people and causes so much miscommunication, preaches the wrong things. It should just be used for entertainment purposes and not a guide. Their literally acting.
If the most amazing perfect man dropped into my life and he had a micro penis, I wouldn't love him any less and would reassure him that it's not his fault and try my best to aid with his insecurities as he should do the same with mine. That's the thing. I am an empath and I would never judge a person by their looks. We exist, it's just hard to find because social media has literally corrupted and rotted our brains out.
I'm in no position to judge but the reasoning for wanting to CTB shouldn't be because you can't get women. A person is way more than their partner, remember you are your own individual human. So go be successful and execute all the plans you had, and that right person will fall in your life like a puzzle piece. Don't ever go chasing something. "The moment you stop trying to fit in is when stuff fits around you." one of my favorite quotes
And it sucks because we need more people like me but I'm gonna suicide soooo LMFAOOO