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MatiSendiri

MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
256
Relatively easy and affordable with high enough effectiveness.

Not the best method chemically (that goes to N and cyanide), but that'll do for the most people
 
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(UN)COMMON SENSE

(UN)COMMON SENSE

shocked and appalled
May 30, 2026
57
The physical act of preparing and drinking the mixture is considerably more peaceful and familiar than carrying out almost any other method.

Once it starts taking effect, that's a different story.
 
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Carrot

Carrot

C:
Feb 25, 2025
566
Hard to tell how bad it is. Once you are unconscious it doesn't matter even if it looks terrifying to an observer.
 
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lunamoonki

Member
Aug 5, 2026
39
I can't even find a place to buy SN. How are people even getting theirs hand on it?
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,387
it's a painful method
Most people who survived this method say that it wasn't very painful, but it was not very peaceful either because you will feel very nauseated while dying.
 
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cowlover1252

cowlover1252

❤️ Love to help others 🌹Do not hesitate to DM ❤️
Aug 21, 2026
95
No method is without pain and discomfort. SN seems to be the most bearable of options.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,329
Because it's easy & people are lazy.
 
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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
Aug 25, 2026
28
it's a painful method
What makes you say that it is painful? From the accounts I've heard, it maybe upsets your stomach, makes you nauseous and burns your throat a bit. And if you do it right you're unconscious in like 15 minutes
 
Endstati0n

Endstati0n

"dying is like taking off a tight shoe" - ram dass
May 10, 2026
160
No method is without pain and discomfort. SN seems to be the most bearable of options.
When it's successful Opiod Ods are completely painless, Pentobarbital (if you have it) and Exit bag (if you know how to do it) are too
 
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abcdefg789

Experienced
May 8, 2026
203
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What makes you say that it is painful? From the accounts I've heard, it maybe upsets your stomach, makes you nauseous and burns your throat a bit. And if you do it right you're unconscious in like 15 minutes
here are allegedly vidoes online that are awful. it is most definitely not peaceful for everyone.
 
bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
824
Almost all methods are painful or uncomfortable in some way. We just kind of have to make do with the limited amount of viable methods that are out there.
 
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hughmun9

hughmun9

Experienced
Feb 22, 2023
224
One example… inert gas is a better way to go, it's a better death, but most people are too lazy to even learn about how it's done.
I've prepped everything for inert gas and have sn as well and I much prefer SN not because it's less effort but because I feel like I might fuck up the inert gas method.
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here are allegedly vidoes online that are awful. it is most definitely not peaceful for everyone.
I've never seen one of those videos. The ones that I saw showed people vomitting and that's it. It honestly doesn't look that bad.
 
kirillbledny

kirillbledny

Prügelknabe
Aug 20, 2026
104
I can't even find a place to buy SN. How are people even getting theirs hand on it?
Different places have different regulations, my country sells it to individuals no problem, for example
Cannot Open this site. Maybe thats better;)
I watched a video of some Chinese guy taking it, it wasn't pretty, he projectile vomited then keeled over. But idk how much he took or if he used meto. Still didn't make me reconsider it in a serious manner, because it's a relatively cheap, easy method, especially in my circumstances. The most expensive thing about it will be the hotel room.
 
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sorrymommy

sorrymommy

Member
Jul 17, 2026
37
One example… inert gas is a better way to go, it's a better death, but most people are too lazy to even learn about how it's done.
Ah, yes, I see. However, the inert gas method requires not only knowledge but also more costly resources and a space to store the gases and conduct tests. Obviously, it draws much more attention. I believe it isn't always a matter of laziness, but rather of practicality.
 
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itsalldone

itsalldone

Member
Mar 6, 2026
9
Is it really painful if you take anti emetics and Benzodiapenes? In most of the videos does it seem like the person did not both with the process mentioned in the PPeH at all?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
5,059
it's a painful method
This is not true. We have literally first-hand accounts from people saying SN was either quite peaceful or a bit uncomfortable but not painful.
 
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emptywings

emptywings

be nice
Sep 6, 2026
30
Cada lugar tiene regulaciones diferentes; en mi país, por ejemplo, se vende a particulares sin problema.

Vi un video de un chino tomándolo, no fue agradable, vomitó a chorros y luego se desplomó. Pero no sé cuánto tomó ni si usó metoxilo. Aun así, no me hizo reconsiderarlo seriamente, porque es un método relativamente barato y fácil, especialmente en mi situación. Lo más caro será la habitación del hotel.
OH MAN, I JUST SAW IT. he even kept writhing around the floor. it doesn't seem peaceful at all
 
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