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jbn0070

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Jan 4, 2024
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I have access to a 19~20 story building.
I was raped and caught stds. The test results for the std I caught will come back tomorrow and if it's something like herpes which is incurable, I have to ctb.
Would this method work
I know it will be painful but I can't live like this
Please don't write any hate comments
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,044
I'm so sorry to learn about this. The world is a really mean place.
Jumping is a non method. People have survived even after jumping from golden gate bridge. It depends how the body collides with the ground, there can be chances of survival.
 
ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
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I have access to a 19~20 story building.
I was raped and caught stds. The test results for the std I caught will come back tomorrow and if it's something like herpes which is incurable, I have to ctb.
Would this method work
I know it will be painful but I can't live like this
Please don't write any hate comments
As someone that lives with herpes because of an ex-wife, it's really not that bad, to me at least. It gets to be much gentler and easier to handle later on. I'm sorry to hear about your SA. I've been there and it's such an awful thing to have to experience.

As far as if this will result in you CTB, 19 to 20 stories IS enough to punch your ticket, but people have survived falls from planes and lived on to tell the tale. If it doesn't work, you're looking at a lot of suffering and recovery time to be autonomous enough to pursue your choices.
 
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sleepytime5

sleepytime5

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Jul 13, 2026
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I have access to a 19~20 story building.
I was raped and caught stds. The test results for the std I caught will come back tomorrow and if it's something like herpes which is incurable, I have to ctb.
Would this method work
I know it will be painful but I can't live like this
Please don't write any hate comments
I'm so sorry that happened to you, I feel obliged to first tell you that you don't HAVE TO and to reasses the situation if you are willing
Other than that the method should work, I am not sure whether the intoxication is actually helping things. I also plan to ctb the same way, in my case I'll jump off a cliff down 150 meters while intoxicated with benzos and alcohol, this will happen in January, ideally, knowing how much of a bitch life is and how much pleasure it takes in mocking me I wouldn't be surprised if it forced me into it earlier
 
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