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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
all of these methods seem soooo complicated..there has to be an easy way...I just want to sleep. I need an idea that is not so technical...HELP
 
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forgivemegod

I have a chronic disease
Jun 26, 2025
72
Because you are taking your life, it's not a videogame. It's hard man
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
808
There is a lot of information about the methods on this site. Good luck to you
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
420
There are plenty of easy ways, they just aren't pleasant.

Also the real reason is human are resources and no sane government will ever want to lose their precious laborers.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,367
There was N from d just 3.5 years ago when u could order nembutal online and delivered to ur house to almost anywhere im the world

But they arrested D.

There's the sarco now a suicide booth

But all these and me hiring someone to help me with my suicide they made these a crime to keep us slaves in the prison


I've seen many different hells on this forum and the internet that people have been trapped in with no way out except suicide

It's such an evil world that people aren't allowed an easy guaranteed quick way to exit this hell. They made all guaranteed methods into crimes . The tech is there 1. Suicide booths like sarco 2. Nembutal 3. Fentanyl 4 . Morphine. 5. Hiring someone to inject u with nembutal or fentanyl or morphine heroin to assist u with nitrogen mask or to shoot me in the head with a gun.
 
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Luke27

Member
Apr 3, 2024
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There are plenty of easy ways, they just aren't pleasant.

Also the real reason is human are resources and no sane government will ever want to lose their precious laborers.
Most people who want to die probably aren't well enough to work
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
There was N from d just 3.5 years ago when u could order nembutal online and delivered to ur house to almost anywhere im the world

But they arrested D.

There's the sarco now a suicide booth

But all these and me hiring someone to help me with my suicide they made these a crime to keep us slaves in the prison


I've seen many different hells on this forum and the internet

It's such an evil world that people aren't allowed an easy guaranteed quick way to exit this hell. They made all guaranteed methods into crimes . The tech is there 1. Suicide booths like sarco 2. Nembutal 3. Fentanyl 4 . Morphine. 5. Hiring someone to inject u with nembutal or fentanyl or morphine heroin to assist u with nitrogen mask or to shoot me in the head with a gun.
Couldn't agree more!! Why do we have to suffer more because we are suffering?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,491
I really understand as all I want is the option to never suffer again, I just wish for some peace from this dreadful, torturous existence and I see so much cruelty in how the option for me to just peacefully cease existing is denied with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just cease existing in peace.
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
I really understand as all I want is the option to never suffer again, I just wish for some peace from this dreadful, torturous existence and I see so much cruelty in how the option for me to just peacefully cease existing is denied with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just cease existing in peace.
same!! I feel your pain, and am here for you
 
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celtistan

Member
Jun 4, 2025
26
"Easy ways" such as nembutal or 5 drug mix are extremely controlled and nearly impossible to access for a lay person because can potentially be abused for either killing (yourself or someone else) or addiction, furthermore as medicine advances, the drugs themselves are themselves being replaced by non-lethal substitutions. most notably as nembutal/barbiturates replacement by benzodiazepines
 
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Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
207
All living organisms are biologically engineered through evolution to serve two core purposes: to stay alive and to reproduce. These survival drives have been deeply ingrained for nearly 4 billion years. So when a human contemplates ending their life, they are not just facing emotional pain, they are going up against billions of years of evolutionary programming, neurochemical defenses, and instinctual self-preservation mechanisms. Of course it's not easy. It's a biological rebellion against the very code that life is built on.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
The original formula for Coca-Cola contained cocaine. I've see an ad from around 100 years ago for cocaine cough drops. All sorts of OTC "patent medicines" contained cocaine and opioids. It did not produce an army of drug fiends.
 
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HD72

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
Sep 10, 2023
421
Most people who want to die probably aren't well enough to work
Thank you for saying this. I appreciate it so much. So many with working bodies never consider those of us who can't. How many times I've sat in a cart in a store and had people even push me in my cart out of the way. I won't even discuss how doctors treat me. It is nothing short of abuse. Then I flashback to how my dad (a Dr) treated me and they see it and BOOM! My diagnosis is mental illness.
 
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knickknack81

Student
Apr 28, 2025
162
I think the movies have made CTB look so much easier than it is. It's like "just take a handful of prescriptions pills and you are all set". When in truth, there are so many things you have to take into account before taking yr life no matter which method you go about doing. And since it is something has serious as ending one's life, its good that the method makes you go though some steps just to make sure one is certain.
 
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badatparties

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
814
Can't be lazy about CTB if you want it to be peaceful.
 

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