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why does suicide have to be so fucking complicated. I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN. life is a never ending mental torture. im a useless, pathetic, lame, stupid piece of shit who does nothing but be stepped all over and push people away. lol what the fuck is wrong with me. im always ready to ctb. somebody kill me already.
 
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