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GabagoolProsciutto

GabagoolProsciutto

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Seems to have unnecessary obstacles compared to say, generally always available options like jumping off a bridge over a river.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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Welcome (btw, I'm surprised gun method isn't mentioned as much... tho the point and click nature (I'm simplifying) makes it too fast for a goodbye thread sometimes)

Indeed, I was surprised when this "SN" thing was discussed as far back as 2019. I didn't look further into it because it seemed to be some chemical (and I didn't have access to my bank account yet!).

It's claimed to be this simple, nearly painless process, but from @2ndme's I feel regretful post (after taking it in 2024), the reality set in... it might not always be the happy-go-lucky way out.
 
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Forever Sleep

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I suppose everyone has their own reasons for being interested in some methods over others. For me- I have considered jumping. There is even a popular spot within a day's travel from me. A high bridge over water. People have survived attempts there though- with horrible injuries.

Plus- I imagine the SI must be huge to get over with jumping. I feel it's more likely I will be able to drink something as opposed to leaping off something very high up.

Obviously, no method is fool proof when it comes to surving with injuries but, with SN, at least some have seemed to have recovered reasonably unscathed. Not all- I'm sure. And failure is possible with all DIY methods.

There are other things to take into account too. What type of pain we are willing to go through. How concerned we are about involving other people/ witnesses. I imagine methods like jumping and train are more unpleasant to deal with for those left behind.

I also think inert gas sounds feasible but, I don't want to store a big gas cylinder. The setup is more complicated too.

I guess we all have certain things we can envisage ourselves doing over others.
 
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dirkw83

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Mar 4, 2026
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Welcome (btw, I'm surprised gun method isn't mentioned as much... tho the point and click nature (I'm simplifying) makes it too fast for a goodbye thread sometimes)

Indeed, I was surprised when this "SN" thing was discussed as far back as 2019. I didn't look further into it because it seemed to be some chemical (and I didn't have access to my bank account yet!).

It's claimed to be this simple, nearly painless process, but from @2ndme's I feel regretful post (after taking it in 2024), the reality set in... it might not always be the happy-go-lucky way out.
Feeling regret has nothing to do with the chosen method though...
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

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Oct 13, 2019
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It's partly the forum evolution. When I first got here, all anyone talked about was N. It was the best. There were a few reliable providers. Expensive but very peaceful and virtually certain death. Then over time it got impossible to get anywhere. And SN became the new thing. Less reliable and less peaceful but cheaper and more readily available. Anyone could get it for hardly anything. And users developed detailed protocols that made it all work smoothly. And everyone got excited. But gradually since then its popularity has caused it to be watched more closely, restricted, harder to get. But still reasonably accessible - much harder to restrict than N because of all its legitimate uses.

But yeah, if you look at broader suicide stats outside this forum, guns and hanging are still the overwhelming majority. SN barely registers yet.
 
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fightclub17

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I jumped 8 stories and have life altering injuries. I hope everyone can learn from my mistakes.
 
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Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

Wish I had been normal
Jul 23, 2022
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A lot of people have wondered the same thing. I am sure the amount of discussion it gets is very striking to new users who were nor familiar with it. In the early forum days SN was extremely easy to procure and all of its other properties were gauged and assessed in light of that fact. The attention it gets is a relic of that state of affairs.
 
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MatiSendiri

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Jun 8, 2025
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Is there a newer, more easily available method than SN to ctb? I think SN is still discussed since it's still relatively achievable compared to other methods.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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Because

Feeling regret has nothing to do with the chosen method though...
true.

Also... guns aren't easy to get in most countries (and maybe the SI of hanging, jumping, etc is more than drinking certain compounds)
 
fightclub17

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true.

Also... guns aren't easy to get in most countries (and maybe the SI of hanging, jumping, etc is more than drinking certain compounds)
I actually think SI with SN is worse than jumping. With jumping it's just that split second it takes to leap off. Where as with SN you have to sit through minutes of discomfort/potential panic.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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I actually think SI with SN is worse than jumping. With jumping it's just that split second it takes to leap off. Where as with SN you have to sit through minutes of discomfort/potential panic.
interesting. I'd have thought the opposite, where SN is a few sips of a salty drink, while jumping is overcoming the innate fear of heights.

But definitely, the several minute window to regret the decision (but emergency services can fix the issue if called ASAP, but then there'd be possible ward admission), is not an easy ride, compared to gravity winning in 2s.
 
fightclub17

fightclub17

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interesting. I'd have thought the opposite, where SN is a few sips of a salty drink, while jumping is overcoming the innate fear of heights.

But definitely, the several minute window to regret the decision (but emergency services can fix the issue if called ASAP, but then there'd be possible ward admission), is not an easy ride, compared to gravity winning in 2s.
Yeah like how do they just sit there, let the poison take them and resist calling for help?
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
923
Yeah just different kinds of SI I guess. Jumping is all about building yourself up to one act thats over in seconds. SN is easier to drink because you still have time to get out even after you've drunk it. But the SI can still hit you for many minutes after that. Less intense but longer duration.

Sprinters vs marathoners. Jumpers vs poisoners.
 
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