Venting Why is life so unfair?

[alliecake]

Hi all,
I'm a long time lurker, first time poster. I'm honestly so tired of living my life. Why does it have to be so hard? I have suffered from depression/anxiety for most of my life and it hasn't gotten better. I was bullied severely in school and had such a shitty time. I feel like such a failure because I'm most likely not going to graduate from college and I've never experienced love in all these years. My question is why? Why did I have to be treated so unfairly when all I've ever been is a nice person? I just want to be at peace already.

 

[Liminal1]

Im sorry you've suffered so much. I know how you feel. The world has a way of chewing people up and spitting them out. I dont blame you for feeling the way you do. I hope you can find peace

 

[DeadWallflower]

You're not alone. It isn't fair.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Relatable. I'm sorry for your past experiences.

 

[letmejoindeath]

In order for some people to have it really good it just means some people have to have it really bad.

That's just the way it is unfortunately.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering here, sadly we exist in this reality where chance so cruelly determines everything and where people suffer senselessly all through no fault of their own. Existence really is too cruel and humans certainly are the worst species, I hate how humans create so much suffering.

 

[ColdPhoenix]

Life was never supposed to be fair. But the greatest thing about life is that a lot of things can change very quickly, and the unfairness only makes it more satisfying when something good comes your way.

 

[leavingsoon99]

First off, you're not alone in your feelings. I'm so sorry you had to be on the short end of this stick. The maddening thing is that life DOESN'T have to be this way. Humans organized it this way. That's why I can't live in this world anymore. I hope you find peace in whatever you decide to do.