Method Why is killing yourself so hard?

[tired994]

I'm new here, and I'm researching methods and it's all either SN or about 50 drugs…I don't even know how I'll get the drugs and I'm so tired I don't have energy to try get 100 and 1 drugs on the darknet. I just want to take one or two pills and sleep away

 

[LostHighway]

I'm new here, and I'm researching methods and it's all either SN or about 50 drugs…I don't even know how I'll get the drugs and I'm so tired I don't have energy to try get 100 and 1 drugs on the darknet. I just want to take one or two pills and sleep away

That's why I want to take Fentanyl. Just a little and it's a painless, peaceful death. But procuring it is difficult if you don't know how to find it on the street. I'm in San Francisco for a week, and don't know how to approach people. The ones that look like they're hooked on it are too wasted to even know what's going on. Anyway, I get where you're coming from. Nitrogen would be a peaceful way to go but the learning curve of getting the tank and the other parts is too steep for my exhausted brain to figure out. If I only had the courage to jump off a bridge.

 

[dolliewilting]

im trying to figure it out too but I'm afraid. i could maybe access a gun if i really wanted to but it would be so ugly and gross and I just don't want to be found that way.

That's why I want to take Fentanyl. Just a little and it's a painless, peaceful death. But procuring it is difficult if you don't know how to find it on the street. I'm in San Francisco for a week, and don't know how to approach people. The ones that look like they're hooked on it are too wasted to even know what's going on. Anyway, I get where you're coming from. Nitrogen would be a peaceful way to go but the learning curve of getting the tank and the other parts is too steep for my exhausted brain to figure out. If I only had the courage to jump off a bridge.

hi you ! if you're willing to , could we maybe chat about it more in private ? I've been thinking about those same things , and I'd really like to discuss it with somebody

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as all I want is the peace of non-existence, all I want is to fall asleep permanently and never suffer in this terrible, torturous existence ever again, I see so much terrible cruelty in how dying peacefully is made inaccessible, I always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to cease existing in peace, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[itsgone2]

It's been said so many times but Nembutal, or some other peaceful method, should absolutely be available.

 

[Mental666]

This is the reason why I think that hanging would be the best method for me. It's very simple. You just need rope, anchor point and some basic knowledge. I also live around 500m from the forest so I have perfect opportunity to do it there but currently I am giving myself some time to gain a courage and make sure that nothing change in the future :/