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phem___

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Jun 9, 2025
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dont really have anything to say here just complaining, growing up ive always assumed it would be the "easy" way out, mf i cannot be fucking bothered spending weeks trying to order enough chemicals to make meth, i just want a gun, it would make it so fucking easy
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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ive always assumed it would be the "easy" way out
It's the only way out but it's never easy!

trying to order enough chemicals to make meth
Meth won't kill you anyway (Not short-term)

I'm sorry you have to go through this. There are reliable methods but it requires proper planning.
 
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phem___

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Jun 9, 2025
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i wasnt saying meth specifically i was speaking on how SN guides seem so complex
 
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EgoBrained

Everyone is sleeping
Sep 25, 2024
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Americans are lucky to have access to such a reliable method - fast, painless and highly lethal. Nothing else comes close to ticking those 3 boxes, outside of MAID.
Unfortunately, it seems that the rest of this world populace are okay with surrendering their freedoms to a government, one that is slowly becoming more authoritarian day by day, most notable example in the west right now being UK.
 
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tiredoflife2

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Jan 21, 2025
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Americans are lucky to have access to such a reliable method - fast, painless and highly lethal. Nothing else comes close to ticking those 3 boxes, outside of MAID.
Unfortunately, it seems that the rest of this world populace are okay with surrendering their freedoms to a government, one that is slowly becoming more authoritarian day by day, most notable example in the west right now being UK.
The UK is so draconian a little hell hole, surveillance state.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
I blame the people in authority completely. I was just reading a thread about people who kill themselves in volcanoes.944 people killed themselves by suicide in Mount Mihara in a single year.
This is a volcano that they jumped off of. 350 people over the next two years. Now the government of Japan has made even buying a one way ticket to Mount Mihara illegal. Not to mention barricaded the place.

We can't even have our volcanoes FFS.
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
I hate that it's so hard to CBT. The more I learn here the harder it is to come up with a decent plan. Even then I'm still scared of me failing again and being worse off if that is even possible. Ugh.
 
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Kanoh

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Dec 31, 2024
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Two letters to explain this: SI. It complicates everything as much as possible only to prevent you from CTBing for no other reason than merely survival at all cost.
 
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failedmind

lonely
Oct 31, 2024
189
i wish it was easy. si is a bitch
 
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undo445

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Apr 20, 2025
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It shouldn't be this hard. I mean I'm reading new articles of 11 year olds ctbing ffs.
 
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