Whynot32

Whynot32

Bought my ticket, ready for the ride.
Jan 13, 2020
49
I can't seem to grasp why more people are choosing SN, or anything, over F. It seems SN takes a long time and your just sitting there knowing what you did is going to kill you and from some first hand experiences on here it seems unpleasant.

Maybe it's just a personal thing but knowing that I'm dying and a painful death just seem abhorrent to me. I get that there is a risk of failure with OD but I just can't imagine anyone surviving a couple grams of F.

I've talked about it a couple times on here and I must be missing something. I really think a gravity fed IV bag filled with two grams of F just seems like it would be easy to obtain (dark markets for F, online for IV equipment) less than $300, extremely painless and you wouldn't even realize you were going except for the initial few seconds. I've thought about being discovered, but that's not an issue for me. I'm not quite sure what the issue is with being discovered for most, unless you want to be found. There's plenty of woods out there.

what am I missing here?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Ἡγησίας, Pricelessadvice, TheDevilsAngel and 8 others
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
The cost? And plus there are people that don't mind a little bit of pain as long as it does its job
 
  • Like
Reactions: Astral316, TheDevilsAngel, Whynot32 and 1 other person
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
I think a lot of people don't want to bother with the dark net or dealers either.
 
  • Like
Reactions: TheDevilsAngel, Dwnwrdsprl, Ame and 14 others
Grandexit

Grandexit

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
200
For me, I ordered SN and meto on popular shopping sites. No more trouble than ordering a book or clothing.

F... that's onion patch stuff...making sure I don't get scammed, that I get opsec right, getting monero, learning how to inject drugs, avoiding love letters from postal inspectors... So it's a job in progress.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Astral316, ALittleBurden, Ame and 10 others
Whynot32

Whynot32

Bought my ticket, ready for the ride.
Jan 13, 2020
49
For me, I ordered SN and meto on popular shopping sites. No more trouble than ordering a book or clothing.

F... that's onion patch stuff...making sure I don't get scammed, that I get opsec right, getting monero, learning how to inject drugs, avoiding love letters from postal inspectors... So it's a job in progress.
That all seems worthwhile to me to insure a pain free and quick death. To each their own I guess.
 
  • Like
Reactions: GoodPersonEffed
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
Everyone before me makes great points so I'll just add that yeah until the method becomes infinitely easier to obtain for the average person it's not going to be popular. SN is extremely easy to get depending on where you live and it requires little to no effort in those cases. F requires not only effort but going out of your way to do something you've probably never done before to get some. That can be scary for people especially for some who find themselves here at the end of their rope wanting to just end things without having to take any more big risks or do something completely new and unfamiliar. SN is an easy grab that almost guarantees a peaceful end if not found. So it's just going to win out for now and probably for the foreseeable future.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Astral316, Daktalsnakal, 262653 and 6 others
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
You seem to not have done your research well to be asking this kind of question.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Quarky00, BPD Barbie and xBrialesana
OvertheRainbeaux

OvertheRainbeaux

stuck down a rabbit hole of misery
Jan 1, 2020
43
Well for me I wouldn't be able to do F just because it's extremely hard to find that around where I am. Plus I don't want to mess with the dark web like someone else mentioned up there ^ if it was easily accessible tho I would most likely prefer that method because I've seen some posts about SN on here and it really doesn't seem like the best way to go, but it is easy to get and has a high success rate.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Quarky00, MysticPerception and WhyIsLife56
Whitewash11235814

Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
207
SN lost its reliability to me long time ago. I don't trust that stuff for various reasons. I may give a massive dose of F a try. It'd have to be a huge dose or otherwise I wouldn't even touch it. It'd suck to fail an attempt and be hospitalized a fucking 10th time. You know, there comes a time when enough is enough.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Pricelessadvice
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
SN lost its reliability to me long time ago. I don't trust that stuff for various reasons. I may give a massive dose of F a try. It'd have to be a huge dose or otherwise I wouldn't even touch it. It'd suck to fail an attempt and be hospitalized a fucking 10th time. You know, there comes a time when enough is enough.
Why did it lose its reliability?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Dwnwrdsprl, Quarky00, xBrialesana and 1 other person
Whitewash11235814

Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
207
  • Hugs
Reactions: Dwnwrdsprl, WhyIsLife56 and MysticPerception
mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Where I live the only F available you must buy a huge quantity worth AU$13,000. Certainly out of my price range.
 
  • Like
  • Wow
Reactions: Tim101, Quarky00, Whynot32 and 1 other person
Zoltiel

Zoltiel

We're asleep in life's waiting room
Jan 7, 2020
162
I can't seem to grasp why more people are choosing SN, or anything, over F. It seems SN takes a long time and your just sitting there knowing what you did is going to kill you and from some first hand experiences on here it seems unpleasant.

Maybe it's just a personal thing but knowing that I'm dying and a painful death just seem abhorrent to me. I get that there is a risk of failure with OD but I just can't imagine anyone surviving a couple grams of F.

I've talked about it a couple times on here and I must be missing something. I really think a gravity fed IV bag filled with two grams of F just seems like it would be easy to obtain (dark markets for F, online for IV equipment) less than $300, extremely painless and you wouldn't even realize you were going except for the initial few seconds. I've thought about being discovered, but that's not an issue for me. I'm not quite sure what the issue is with being discovered for most, unless you want to be found. There's plenty of woods out there.

what am I missing here?

I've chosen F and am wondering the same thing. I had no problem putting in a little bit of extra work to make sure I get the most peaceful death possible. Not gonna lie though, it wasn't easy and I can see how it can put off a lot of people. You've gotta remember too, a lot of people here are brain damaged, and the last thing they want to do is figure out computer stuff.

Do you have experience with needles for the IV? I think I'm just gonna snort it
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Whynot32
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
Also in a lot of places there's an Fentanyl epidemic going around because they're in an opioid crisis. While this would obviously make it easier to get, it would probably make the laws be more strict on it and that could be another reason people might not want to mess with it. SN is legal in most places as well as easy to get.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Quarky00, MysticPerception, dundyfundy and 1 other person
R

Reallyreallyreally

Experienced
Jan 13, 2020
205
I can't seem to grasp why more people are choosing SN, or anything, over F. It seems SN takes a long time and your just sitting there knowing what you did is going to kill you and from some first hand experiences on here it seems unpleasant.

Maybe it's just a personal thing but knowing that I'm dying and a painful death just seem abhorrent to me. I get that there is a risk of failure with OD but I just can't imagine anyone surviving a couple grams of F.

I've talked about it a couple times on here and I must be missing something. I really think a gravity fed IV bag filled with two grams of F just seems like it would be easy to obtain (dark markets for F, online for IV equipment) less than $300, extremely painless and you wouldn't even realize you were going except for the initial few seconds. I've thought about being discovered, but that's not an issue for me. I'm not quite sure what the issue is with being discovered for most, unless you want to be found. There's plenty of woods out there.

what am I missing here?
I assume you live in an urban area. It's only easy to get if you live in a city and are friends with addicts, plus you have to have some idea how to hit a vein, which most people don't. I've never done it but I've watched plenty of other people do it, so I could, but I like the technicality of setting up the exit bag. Arms are so fleshy.
 
  • Like
Reactions: xBrialesana, MysticPerception and Whynot32
TheEndof

TheEndof

It's getting dark and it's getting cold
Dec 31, 2019
146
It all comes down to ease of access. SN is infinitely easier to obtain than F. It only makes sense that it would be more popular. Not much else to it.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Astral316, Egddios, Quarky00 and 4 others
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
Someone actually said something similar but from the N perspective. I told them that if it were that easy, everybody would be using it by now.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Time
Whynot32

Whynot32

Bought my ticket, ready for the ride.
Jan 13, 2020
49
I've chosen F and am wondering the same thing. I had no problem putting in a little bit of extra work to make sure I get the most peaceful death possible. Not gonna lie though, it wasn't easy and I can see how it can put off a lot of people. You've gotta remember too, a lot of people here are brain damaged, and the last thing they want to do is figure out computer stuff.

Do you have experience with needles for the IV? I think I'm just gonna snort it
No I do not, I was planning on going to hospital and getting and iv in place and just unplugging bag and leaving. Ridiculous but, it will work just fine.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Innereye, Zoltiel and MsMaudlin
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
As an average British woman I would have no clue where to obtain F, never mind setting up an IV.
It was so easy ordering SN and Primperan, straight to my front door for very little financial outlay.
Peace and love ❤
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: Astral316, Mr2005, Quarky00 and 1 other person
Whynot32

Whynot32

Bought my ticket, ready for the ride.
Jan 13, 2020
49
I assume you live in an urban area. It's only easy to get if you live in a city and are friends with addicts, plus you have to have some idea how to hit a vein, which most people don't. I've never done it but I've watched plenty of other people do it, so I could, but I like the technicality of setting up the exit bag. Arms are so fleshy.
No I am not urban, quite the opposite. 2,000 people in my home town and I don't have any connects but I do know how to use the dark market.
I'm considering doing a post on how to. Seems people think it is much harder than it actually is.
Someone actually said something similar but from the N perspective. I told them that if it were that easy, everybody would be using it by now.
It is that easy. Dark markets are not as hard to use than people think.
 
  • Love
Reactions: MsMaudlin
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
It is that easy. Dark markets are not as hard to use than people think.
People don't want to take risks like that. Like trying to commit suicide without being found is a big risk as it is for some people.
Have you not done your research or something?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Quarky00
Whynot32

Whynot32

Bought my ticket, ready for the ride.
Jan 13, 2020
49
You seem to not have done your research well to be asking this kind of question.
I think I've done enough to know it's not for me. Fasting, taking medications for days beforehand and not to mention the recent first hand experience of one user video chatting with another who used this method and it sounding really unpleasant. Yes, it's affordable and easy access, so is a rope. Sounds unpleasant and I don't really want my throat burning while I pass.
People don't want to take risks like that. Like trying to commit suicide without being found is a big risk as it is for some people.
Have you not done your research or something?
Second time you've mentioned not doing my research. I am asking for opinion not criticism.
 
  • Like
Reactions: MurakamiSoldier and Lisa
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
I think I've done enough to know it's not for me. Fasting, taking medications for days beforehand and not to mention the recent first hand experience of one user video chatting with another who used this method and it sounding really unpleasant. Yes, it's affordable and easy access, so is a rope. Sounds unpleasant and I don't really want my throat burning while I pass.
Looks like you have a big intolerance to pain and discomfort and you use your emotions before logic on how the body and Methomoglobinemia works.
 
Whynot32

Whynot32

Bought my ticket, ready for the ride.
Jan 13, 2020
49
I think I've done enough to know it's not for me. Fasting, taking medications for days beforehand and not to mention the recent first hand experience of one user video chatting with another who used this method and it sounding really unpleasant. Yes, it's affordable and easy access, so is a rope. Sounds unpleasant and I don't really want my throat burning while I pass.

Second time you've mentioned not doing my research. I am asking for opinion not criticism. Done plenty of research, seems to me that I could say the dame
Looks like you have a big intolerance to pain and discomfort and you use your emotions before logic on how the body and Methomoglobinemia works.
Taking ones life is fucking emotional, what the fuck do you expect? Doesn't everyone on here have an intolerance to pain and discomfort? Is that not why most of us are here? I don't need your snarky bullshit, please move on.
This I am worried about getting scammed and if it gets stuck at customs.
I can understand that. One thing though is if you use a proper market and purchase from your country you won't need to worry about customs. Seller ratings are a just as reliable as eBay ratings.
 
  • Like
Reactions: MurakamiSoldier, Supersadmommy90 and Lisa
R

Reallyreallyreally

Experienced
Jan 13, 2020
205
No I am not urban, quite the opposite. 2,000 people in my home town and I don't have any connects but I do know how to use the dark market.
I'm considering doing a post on how to. Seems people think it is much harder than it actually is.

It is that easy. Dark markets are not as hard to use than people think.
OK, so how do you do it? Like everything else, it's easy if you know how. I don't know how.
 
Last edited:
Whynot32

Whynot32

Bought my ticket, ready for the ride.
Jan 13, 2020
49
OK, so how do you do it?
I believe I'm going to do a thread on it. It took me maybe 15 minutes total to download everything and get on a good market, find a good vendor. I would say the entire process for someone who hasn't done it before may take 2 hours.
 
  • Like
Reactions: BaronVon, pthnrdnojvsc and Reallyreallyreally
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
If one is willing to die, one should be able to go through a little bit of pain to do it. It's all about the dedication and determination.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: Astral316, jade, Whitewash11235814 and 2 others
B

Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
You guys are turning me around to it as a potential backup.
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
If one is willing to die, one should be able to go through a little bit of pain to do it. It's all about the dedication and determination.
Pretty much this. Oh no my throat and stomach will hurt for 20 minutes. Big deal I deal with that all the time in my daily life that is pure suffering. I've said it multiple times before and I'll say it again. A few minutes of pain is all it takes to end your suffering forever.

Mind you I'm not downplaying OP's method of using the dark net to get F. If he makes a guide and it helps people I'm all for that I just wanted to point out that @WhyIsLife56 is right and some people are willing to put up with the pain.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Astral316, xBrialesana, MsMaudlin and 1 other person

Similar threads

sapphoslastpoem
Replies
2
Views
146
Suicide Discussion
Sutter
Sutter
Masaxcre_032
Replies
2
Views
108
Suicide Discussion
endofline2010
endofline2010
Elenysium
Replies
24
Views
317
Suicide Discussion
pariah80
P
SeonSeia
Replies
0
Views
67
Suicide Discussion
SeonSeia
SeonSeia
waiting93
Replies
1
Views
83
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry