mind_split
Newbie
- Sep 29, 2023
- 41
I am in endless despair. I talked to my psychiatrist again today about my CTB wish. She understands my suffering well (chronic illness) and I can talk to her very objectively. I don't think she is very pro-life. We can talk about it very well. She knows that I do not do anything in the heat of the moment, but make a plan that is safe. that is why I have not been admitted to a psychiatric clinic. (edit: i spent approx 6 times in a psych ward before)
..yeah, in switzerland there is assisted suicide. but it is hard to get in.
I have been checking my methods for a long time. my favorite would be SCUBA. Since I live with my partner, it is difficult to get the equipment. So SN is my only option. I am so sad that I cannot order SN - no legit source. I don't know any and Alibaba, Etsy etc is SCAM anyway. does anyone have a source for it in Switzerland? Or can you order it and send it to me? I am desperate. I do not want to risk anything and be a cripple in this world after I failed.
Please help me. I need a solution. I need security. I can get benzos etc and I have them now. I also have Oxy at home as a strong painkiller. I could certainly organize antisemics.
It's time for me to go. Please put me on SN to come. I cry with happiness every day reading about SN ownership here.... At the same time it makes me sad that I have nothing….
Im fully aware about what I want. I want to end my suffering in a quite safe way and leaving no mess behind or me totally invalid.
I really appreciate the community. I cant just stand the whole damn world and my life any longer.
<3
..yeah, in switzerland there is assisted suicide. but it is hard to get in.
I have been checking my methods for a long time. my favorite would be SCUBA. Since I live with my partner, it is difficult to get the equipment. So SN is my only option. I am so sad that I cannot order SN - no legit source. I don't know any and Alibaba, Etsy etc is SCAM anyway. does anyone have a source for it in Switzerland? Or can you order it and send it to me? I am desperate. I do not want to risk anything and be a cripple in this world after I failed.
Please help me. I need a solution. I need security. I can get benzos etc and I have them now. I also have Oxy at home as a strong painkiller. I could certainly organize antisemics.
It's time for me to go. Please put me on SN to come. I cry with happiness every day reading about SN ownership here.... At the same time it makes me sad that I have nothing….
Im fully aware about what I want. I want to end my suffering in a quite safe way and leaving no mess behind or me totally invalid.
I really appreciate the community. I cant just stand the whole damn world and my life any longer.
<3