Why I will never fully leave SS

[symphony]

My account will turn a year old relatively soon. Back then, I hoped and expected not to be alive now. Clearly, I still am, and I presently am not planning CTB anymore. Nonetheless I remain grateful for the information and resources SS has given me such that I have a choice over my own life.

A year ago I was intensely suicidal, and I am still suicidal today. Suicide, for me, is not and will never be a passing desire. It's possible that one day I will choose again to act on that, and thanks to SS, I will be more able to make a free choice if and when that time comes.

Even if it does not, I continue to support a right to die and am ever grateful to SS for promoting that. Thank you, SS, for empowering me and many others to have free agency over our own lives.

 

[CTB Dream]

Vry understand this place uniq not many ctb free talk not many resource other, any want forum here welc no worry time 1y

 

[wantittoendsoon]

That is one thing many pro lifers don't realize...for me this forum helps me stay alive and sane, the knowledge I have gained here puts me at ease that I can go if things get too bad, which ironically helps me cope.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do believe that it's something that is so beneficial and necessary, for people to be able to access suicide method information so they can make a choice for themselves and maybe they won't feel as trapped here if they are more aware of method options. Suicide is still very difficult for me personally, but I think that without suicide method resources people are more likely to just resort to risky methods and end up with damage from failing an attempt which is something that sounds so horrific to me.

But I certainly hate the fact how suicide is still so stigmatised and how others wish to deny us a right to die, it's so disgusting to want to force others to suffer against their wishes. It's sad how people continue to view suicide this way but anyway, I wish you the best of luck.

 

[vultureilse]

That is one thing many pro lifers don't realize...for me this forum helps me stay alive and sane, the knowledge I have gained here puts me at ease that I can go if things get too bad, which ironically helps me cope.

exactly. just got my sn and i feel so much better mentally knowing that i have the option to leave if i want to, i felt so out of control before having a reliable method. sucks that pro life people dont understand this and want to take this site and info about suicide away from suicidal people even though for so many it genuinely helps to stay sane

 

[AerialBoundaries]

Having a place that I feel I have common ground with others, is very comforting. Somewhere free from being preached to by religious fundamentalists when discussing the right to choose one's own fate.

 

[Versailles]

This is a very nice place and everyone here is friendly, regardless of wanting CTB or not, this is the least toxic community I've been in and I feel very comfortable here