Discussion Why haven’t you done it yet?

[LifeIsASadist]

Scared Trump's ICE agents will break my door down for buying SN from DMC.

 

[CravingPeace]

Scared Trump's ICE agents will break my door down for buying SN from DMC.

I'll keep you updated on mine, it's on the way

 

[nebble]

Mostly fear of failure and survival instinct. I've tried partial hanging but the only place u could do it was in the middle of a forest at night. There were coyotes, I could hear them around me but not see them. That and all the fear and pain from trying to get the position right and I gave up pretty fast. I've been on alot of ledges but the highest place I've found is only 60ft to concrete, it really isn't tall enough to be sure. I don't want to end up a vegetable. I think I'll just get a gun once I can get the cash together.

 

[Domff]

Fear. I'm afraid of the pain it will cause. Also I don't have the guts to actually do the process

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

Because I'd fuck it up again and get hospitalized again.

I hear that shit. Not easy to get it right. Fuck the hospital. Actually, I quite enjoy the hospital. Fuck the mental ward.

Lolz I didn't realize how messed up it sounded me asking it like this

No worries. Why haven't you done it yet?

 

[Hojag]

1. My family, the ones I love.
2. Hope. Chances of a significant improvement are higher than I expected, so I'm holding on to see.
3. I mean... I did try that more than ??? times over the past years (I have a good amount of free time when everyone is asleep). As you can see, I'm still here, mostly because my bag/hanging/night-night attempts went wrong and I woke up with my head aching like hell (or the times someone caught me in the act! >:0).
But it's not like I'm complaining for being alive now, it was actually good to see how things improved a little bit (I mean, I never thought a thing would happen, so it's a huge step). Anyway, family and hope/probability.

 

[Burniurge]

Im broke and haven't found a method i can use, once both of those problems are solved im probably gone.

 

[Etoile-T]

I am a coward,afraid of failure and pain,afraid that my death will hurt my family.

 

[Defenestration]

Family and si

 

[lostintheloop]

Because I'm a coward

 

[gutsofanangel444]

ive attempted before and the aftermath of it being unsuccessful was terrifyingly catastrophic. i'm also aware that despite how I feel, I have people who care about me and I don't think I could bring myself to do that to them

 

[Chanting dread]

I have my reasons, what are yours?

A tiny spark of hope that i can magically fix my problems, other than that my motorcycle is pretty much the only thing keeping me going

 

[thatonedeadgirl]

Life insurance won't payout for suicide unless I've been on the policy for 2 years. That will be in May. So I'll be planning for June.

Same!

 

[SilentSadness]

My SN arrived so I'm waiting until the right time. I'm waiting for a pet to die as well as certain other obligations and complications.

 

[plan c]

low cognitive function
To end it once and for all i must work on recovery a bit... at least make it enough so that I can get my last things done. It's interesting how I could make peace with myself like this.

 

[Valhala]

I miss Meto and Propranolol.