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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
213
Bipolar, ptsd & failing constantly, we all have our limits, it's tiring to keep getting up from being knocked down relentlessly. I just want to be free….
 
Davey40210

Davey40210

Even the stars make room for new stars
Sep 3, 2024
343
I had a terrible childhood (parental abuse, bullied my entire schoolyears) and I think I have autism, which explains why everyone always thinks I'm so weird.

But what put me over the edge is my last breakup. My last two relationships almost got me, but now the last third one was just too much to bear. It made me realize I will just keep repeating the same pattern of destroying whatever it is I love.

I will never forget the look in her eyes when she told me she slept with another guy (after we broke up). It destroyed my soul.
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,225
self hatred + i don't deserve to live + burden + people around me keep dying
 
FarAcrossTheWater

FarAcrossTheWater

Experienced
Sep 4, 2020
264
Ultimately, it doesn't matter at all so why not end it on your own terms instead of living in pain? Suicide is salvation.
 
sadlittleman32

sadlittleman32

Was going to jump…now using SN
Sep 17, 2024
113
I never asked to be here in the first place! so I've dedicated the majority of my life toward leaving..
 

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