Why do you want to die in ONE WORD

[vanadium23]

Illness

 

[worldsapart]

Confrontation

 

[Agon321]

Emptiness

 

[アホペンギン]

Incompetence

 

[Aloneisbestforme]

Failed

 

[xyazyppgy]

Freedom

 

[_02aslademe]

exhausted

 

[Urtelimos]

Hopeless

 

[Waterr]

Will

 

[day]

Trauma

 

[ChantDuCygne]

"Sorry"

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

SPOUSE

* Boundaries : The breach of even an inch is too much - Walk away while you still can WALK

 

[cactusflower]

Grief

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Bondage

* trauma bonding no escape

 

[sad_rock]

apathy

 

[davidhayter]

Medications

 

[Pistolo123]

Pain

 

[FallenDown]

Pain

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Betrayal

* spousal-medical trauma = physical injuries + toxic polypharmacy

* self-loathing = failing to heed my own gut instinct of self-preservation before it was/is too late

 

[AbsurdCapybara]

Despair

 

[Toward Zero]

Hopelessness

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Burdon

 

[darksoul]

Burden

 

[iwanttoleave2000]

loneliness

 

[natthebrat]

People

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Spouse

 

[ivan novac]

Morocco

 

[Siderly]

Fear

 

[LuckyAutumn]

birth

 

[sserafim]

Failure