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davana
Member
- Sep 28, 2020
- 19
So, yesterday my SI kicked in and I ended up flushing my prepared SN down the toilet. I still have enough for another try. The important thing about all of this... somebody called the police on me! How is that possible? They called the local crisis center and the crisis center called me today. I felt I was a criminal and they were doing an interrogation to me. I felt calm after yesterday now I deeply regret not having done it. Why do they treat us like this? She wanted to know every detail of my life, names included, in a very accusatory way... I felt so insulted... Why do people do this? I don't understand how people treat others with suicidal ideation as criminals. This just pushed me more to the edge. And I wonder... how can they know?? This site?? SN in the toilet pipes?? :(