think that acknowledging suicide as an actual option is some insane revelation that is beyond human comprehension and now that I have heard it coming from their mouths I will suddenly feel better?
They act like a certain quota has been met, the right words were spoken and I'm cured, I want to LAUGH just thinking about it, just seeing them excitedly declare that suicide is our choice and our choice alone, like they just discovered fire, like they just discovered how to solve THE PROBLEM, their giddy happy disgusting faces when they say it or type it, I know them, I can feel them.
What pathetic and performative people they are. You think you acknowledging that it's my choice, changes things? that it makes things better? you think that saying that I'm on my own ship and it's my choice whether to continue sailing or abandon ship is some sort of high revelation? Well, think the fuck again, that's what I needed to hear 15 years ago when I was a child.
What I need now, is justice, not performative acknowledgement from humans that have no idea about what they're talking about, especially the ones that I know, THEY HAVE NO RIGHT, NO FUCKING RIGHT NO MATTER WHAT FUCKING LAW OR CONVENTION, no right, NOT in their current configuration, NOT with their current beliefs, I LOATHE THEM, I LOATHE THEM, for them to be able to say that suicide is a choice, for SUCH AN APE TO BE ABLE TO MUTTER THESE WORDS IN FRONT OF ME? HOW DARE THEY.
They act like a certain quota has been met, the right words were spoken and I'm cured, I want to LAUGH just thinking about it, just seeing them excitedly declare that suicide is our choice and our choice alone, like they just discovered fire, like they just discovered how to solve THE PROBLEM, their giddy happy disgusting faces when they say it or type it, I know them, I can feel them.
What pathetic and performative people they are. You think you acknowledging that it's my choice, changes things? that it makes things better? you think that saying that I'm on my own ship and it's my choice whether to continue sailing or abandon ship is some sort of high revelation? Well, think the fuck again, that's what I needed to hear 15 years ago when I was a child.
What I need now, is justice, not performative acknowledgement from humans that have no idea about what they're talking about, especially the ones that I know, THEY HAVE NO RIGHT, NO FUCKING RIGHT NO MATTER WHAT FUCKING LAW OR CONVENTION, no right, NOT in their current configuration, NOT with their current beliefs, I LOATHE THEM, I LOATHE THEM, for them to be able to say that suicide is a choice, for SUCH AN APE TO BE ABLE TO MUTTER THESE WORDS IN FRONT OF ME? HOW DARE THEY.
