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fkyou

fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
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Why do I continue to let myself feel this misery..this mental pain ..I could end this tomorrow with partial hanging..I should act fast and do it.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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Probably because your SI is strong. Mine is very strong too. My brain must be masochist. All this pain doesn't make sense.
 
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Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
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As mentioned already, strong survival instincts.
 
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survival instinct is no joke.
 
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