I don't get why I continue to.live when I know i don't want to life is to messed up to want it and the normal people I see everyday will never understand it I continue to cut myself to feel anything and I only know what it is to feel when I do I am currently drinking every night to get by and cut for the pleasure so the normal feels better I want life to be more than it is but it can never be, hope for the future seems fruitless when years later nothing has changed. I will always be me but today I have give up and choose to vent about it the world doesn't choose to accept us here and I don't choose to accept the world the way it is
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,535
I understand feeling so tired of existing here, it's so cruel how people are expected to stay here and suffer against their wishes when they just want to be free from this existence, none of us are obligated to continue existing and it should be seen that way.
Im in the same boat as you at this point. Why do I keep going? Everytime I put the gun to my head, I can never pull the trigger. The world will never change and I will never change. So why bother?
Yet there are those who seemingly want to keep us here just so they can feel better about their own lives instead of hearing us and allowing us to choose our own path
I won't continue for anyone, and I don't think anyone should continue for anyone. No one owes anyone their life. Only live for yourself!
020x
Suffering will end when the existence does.
- Jul 6, 2023
- 249
If you're being used for someone else's happiness then yeah, you obviously shouldn't allow to continue being used by them.
But if you have people that love you, you should try to fight first before immediately going for ctb.
Imagine someone that you loved so much does ctb out of nowhere, won't it hurt you? I don't know, maybe I shouldn't assume but this sounds pretty selfish in my opinion. Maybe you didn't mean it this way, either way I get that not everyone is the same so I must respect that.
