Discussion why care what happens after death if we'll already be dead

[nitritegirl]

like why care what my family will think, if they will mourn me or what they will do. i'd be dead already so it doesn't matter. it's not like i never imagine how it would be but that does not affect my decision to ctb. i want to ctb because i feel like absolute shit. i won't live for the others. i won't live just because a family member would miss me a lot. if i feel so bad that i want to ctb, i will. nobody understands what i'm going through, and the pain is getting unbearable.

i also think nothing happens after death. i've seen this question quite a while here, but for me it'd be just nothingness, and i don't believe in god, so i don't think i'll "go to hell" or whatever people say.

 

[basedgod_]

I agree with you. Sometimes I wonder how people will react though just to know whether or not they truly cared about me.

Frankly I hope there is nothing after death and I just decompose into darkness.

 

[monolog]

experience never go away
it encoded in backbone of universe

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand and for me ceasing to exist could only ever be positive as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way, there are no disadvantages to being permanently unconscious where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake is finally all gone and forgotten, non-existence solves everything for me. I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence and for me being conscious is always torture, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[Aflame5926]

i understand but still i would leave something behind. i dont know the full story.
is it maybe because they failed or you think that they failed you idk.

i would make a simpel video just to minimaze the huge ass damage you do to "family" and "friends".
give them some answers so after the nuke you gonna drop they can atleast survive a little bit and not being absolute destroyed.

im pretty sure its not only your family that caused all your pain. but mutliple factors that resulted that

you dont owe them anything. think of it being the bigger person.
they have still a life to live and its only gonna get harder and harder for them

and if im wrong ill take this statement back and apolize