Discussion Why are you worthless?

[RM5998]

I'm mediocre and meaningless. And the pieces of me that could have been something more are gone. I'm not a person anymore.

 

[Midnight]

I'm not worthless. Doesn't change anything though when it comes to how i think/feel.

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

The overregulated society is what's worthless. It's just being a rat in a maze. At some point ,when your out of options, the only sane thing to do is excape the box.

 

[hunter_lewis]

I am not worthless and never have been, exactly as no human being is worthless. With the exception of maybe hardened criminals and murderers.
I just want to die because of my chronic pain. It has nothing to do with being worthless.

 

[worldexploder]

I don't see myself as worthy or worthless. I see myself as someone who's in a horrible imposition and needs out of it.

 

[iglooblimp]

I don't think I am, but my failed attempts to be a better functioning member of this society/system that we live in, lead me to see myself as such sometimes.

 

[naia_]

I'm mediocre and meaningless. And the pieces of me that could have been something more are gone. I'm not a person anymore.

Sounds like a familiar story to me.

 

[Wantingpeace]

Sounds like a familiar story to me.

Yes i have no thoughts of low self esteem worthlessness as there is nothing left literally of me it feels..lobotomised

 

[Limbo]

I dont feel worthless. I just have a terminal illness that makes life a misery and I know what needs to be done.

 

[Miro]

My mental illnesses never get better. I'll never have a job, get married, or buy a house.

 

[fuckthis]

I'm incapable of making friends or even being in a relationship. My social anxiety prevents me from leaving my house and those around me are unaware of how I feel because I struggle to express myself. The one person I did open up too ended up betraying me, making my life much more painful and now i have no friends, no future career paths and a fucked up mentality. To say that I'm going through a rough patch is an understatement, I've been dealing with this for over 4 years and now I'm getting told that I am too young and still have a chance.

I was born a fuck up and will die a fuck up. I'm ugly, have zero self-esteem and continue to wallow in my own self pity every night. The times when I am not asleep I am thinking about death and avoiding the problems that are in my life. I'm a feeble pussy that belongs burried 6 feet under where I can no longer hurt others.

I'm slaving away editing videos for a Youtuber who I couldn't give a fuck about and getting paid fuck all for it. I'm sick of life, the bullshit it brings and the people that are dragged along with it. Now i can't even kill myself because the few possible methods were ruined by the person I thought I could trust. I am suffering and there's nothing I can do about it but cry. I just want to fucking die. I want to yell and scream. I want to destroy my fucking house and set myself on fire. There's not one person in this fucking world that can tell me otherwise. I am sick of everything and at this point I just want to leave my house and run. I'll just keep on running until I find something lethal and just throw my fucking body into it until I die. Seriously considering jumping in front of a train.

 

[Daystavro]

I don't think I am worthless.
I don't think anyone is worthless.
I don't think anyome is worth more than anyone else.

I just don't have a financial future.

 

[Virgo]

I am not in a state where I care about such things.

 

[AgingLoser]

I am high in neurosis and low in consciousness. Essentially I am lazy and neurotic. I live with a great deal of self loathing. I'm not worthy of life.

 

[faex42]

I haven't been able to find work since 2015. I am on SS but I would prefer to be employed. I have had to rely on family for half of my expenses.