theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,427
I feel obligated to be here, but
what reasons do you have?
what reasons do you have?
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zanshu
Student
- Jul 19, 2023
- 199
Life just keeps happening, I guess. I failed two times before so I'm making sure this time it will absolutely work and I'd have nothing holding me back.
Right now though, I still have friends and family I deeply care about (no more relationship, thankfully), but then again problems keep turning up in my life so I feel like I'm running out of time here.
I've had the 16th Dec 2026 marked as a potential CTB date for two years now so I'm hoping I'll have the guts to fully do it until then.
And if I don't, well, I'll just wait for the next moment.
EmptyBottle
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- Apr 10, 2025
- 2,491
similar, time just ticks by sometimes... and other times I'm relaxing (or not).
rottenbeing
Member
- Aug 19, 2026
- 19
Waiting to obtain the ingredients for a reliable method. Takes huge planning and deliberation. Then, I will be happily gone.(Hopefully)
SummerTrip
aiygiwgwyaiydiwdwy
- Feb 23, 2026
- 72
Fear and obligation, for such a long time.
Now, being rid of all of it I'm just waiting for a good date and (hopefully) a partner.
Either way, I'm out kinda soon.
Just want to end it when it all started, no matter whether I'm alone or not.
3rdworldsadness
Can you ever stop the suffering?
- Dec 22, 2024
- 328
I don't want to be here...life seems forceful to keep you stay without giving a proper way out..... strange. I'm trying to end it all more that's what I can say.Why are you here? It's hard to end a life. I can't find Fentanyl. That is how I want to end things. And there is a treatment that might help me but it most likely won't. It will cost $15,000. Is my life worth that? I'm older. So likely not. And if it doesn't help I will have wasted money that could have gone to rent. I wish I could get my hands on that Fentanyl.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 49,661
Because I exist in this terrible, horrible world where dying peacefully is made illegal by humans who want others to suffer for as long as possible in this existence that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is the peace of non-existence where this terrible, futile and dreadful existence is all gone and forgotten.
I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, this existence is a mistake that never should had been imposed that just causes and brings all this cruelty, pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this tortuous existence of futile suffering.Similar threads
