Why are you still alive?No way an incitement to suicide 🙏

[inextremis]

1 and 6 mostly. Also I guess a little of 2. I'll have to rehome my cat before I go and I just can't bring myself to do it yet. She's the only good thing left in my life.

 

[SufferingDev]

2 and 3 - mostly related

 

[force_majeure]

Mostly 1 and 6.

Also 8: I'm concerned that it take a while for my body to be discovered

 

[eyeswithoutaface]

4, im dying right after i see the spiderman bnd movie, yay!!

 

[barely_afloat]

My mood changes extremely fast. I'll be in distress at one moment, and might be able to ctb, and the next, I'm numb or calm, and I don't feel any need to ctb. Survival instinct has prevented me once, so that lowers the chances really. I only really want to ctb when I'm in distress or feeling intense emotions, otherwise, I can probably get through life not being happy or sad, just existing.

 

[Last_sunset]

8) I am just trying to enjoy the last of the school holidays planning on ctb in the next week. However before now mostly 3) and 6), because I wasn't able to get my method right when practising. Which lead to increased SI and more worry about having a failed attempt, many of which I did have.

 

[daruino]

I guess 1,2,4. I know I want to ctb but I need to cut contact with my friends/family first, and there are a few experiences I still want to have. Practically speaking I need to buy SN/N first too.

 

[Defenestration]

Mon humeur change extrêmement vite. Je peux être en détresse à un instant T et avoir envie de me suicider, et l'instant d'après, être insensible ou calme, et ne ressentir aucun besoin de me suicider. L'instinct de survie m'en a empêché une fois, ce qui réduit considérablement les chances. Je n'ai vraiment envie de me suicider que lorsque je suis en détresse ou que je ressens des émotions intenses ; sinon, je peux probablement traverser la vie sans être ni heureuse ni triste, simplement en existant.

Same for me

 

[twoeyedcyclop]

1 & 6

If I had a gun or Nembutal, I would have already settled my affairs (prepared my belongings to be given to the appropriate people after my death) and done it.

 

[darkandtwisty]

Two words: survival indistinct. Or fear of the unknown.

 

[idontknowwhatiam]

Why are you still alive?

1) No peaceful and painless enough method to go through with it
2) Guilt towards loved ones/family and no desire to abandon them
3) Survival instinct blocking the process even if the method is ready
4) My situation isn't so bad, I'm waiting to see, I want to enjoy certain things
5) Fear of the unknown and of death if I die 6) Fear of failing and ending up severely disabled
7) already been there ans it leaves me with a horrible memory

8) Other reasons

You can choose several

This is in no way an incitement to suicide!!! I'm just asking

1) my method is 12G shotgun in my mouth. I haven't gathered the courage to buy the shotgun yet. I'm literally deathly afraid of guns. I've never fired a firearm in my life. I live in a very gun friendly state in the USA so obtaining the shottie won't be an issue. I'm scared that I won't CTB when going ahead with the act and be left with 1/2 of my head or face.

 

[Defenestration]

Also this:
Because i am.lazy....
I must do several things before to die...
And lazy

 

[liza]

Cause if I go my mom will have no one to have company with at home. I don't want her to feel alone but I'm gonna go 100 percent I have my plan in preparation mode

 

[T22222222]

Why are you still alive?

1) No peaceful and painless enough method to go through with it
2) Guilt towards loved ones/family and no desire to abandon them
3) Survival instinct blocking the process even if the method is ready
4) My situation isn't so bad, I'm waiting to see, I want to enjoy certain things
5) Fear of the unknown and of death if I die 6) Fear of failing and ending up severely disabled
7) already been there ans it leaves me with a horrible memory

8) Other reasons

You can choose several

This is in no way an incitement to suicide!!! I'm just asking

3
planning to jump off a tall building but SI

 

[thelostautistic]

I'd say 2, 5 and 6

 

[h3artstopping]

2), 3) and kinda 4)

 

[Defenestration]

Je dois finaliser le plan de ma méthode de suicide.

Same but lazy