Discussion Why are you done with your life

[ali456]

why are you done with your life

 

[BPD Barbie]

Because too much has happened to recover from and rebuild.

 

[Passerby]

Loosing my mind day by day

 

[Superdeterminist]

I resent some prior experiences that will probably haunt me for the rest of my life.
I don't like the way reality is the way it is, and cannot be changed.
I can't accept suffering.

 

[rt1989526]

PSSD, anhedonia, borderline personality

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i've fucked up so many times. i've been hurt so many times. why should i keep living if people are only ever going to hurt me? i'm also not keen on sticking around when the end of civilization comes around, which'll be soon when you take a look at things.

 

[Superdeterminist]

PSSD, anhedonia

Honestly, fuck meds, their side effects are enough to plunge one straight back into suicide mode. It's good that efforts are being made to treat depression, but it's clear they are nowhere near to the ideal treatment. What med(s) were/are you on? After taking Prozac, I suffered PSSD for maybe 6 months before things seemed to finally return to normal. After this experience I realised how frighteningly far from perfect the fields of medicine/pharmacology are.

 

[rt1989526]

Honestly, fuck meds, their side effects are enough to plunge one straight back into suicide mode. It's good that efforts are being made to treat depression, but it's clear they are nowhere near to the ideal treatment. What med(s) were/are you on? After taking Prozac, I suffered PSSD for maybe 6 months before things seemed to finally return to normal. After this experience I realised how frighteningly far from perfect the fields of medicine/pharmacology are.

Yeah, Prozac. It ruined my fuckin life. I'm worse than before.

 

[Superdeterminist]

Yeah, Prozac. It ruined my fuckin life. I'm worse than before.

How long have you suffered PSSD? I read that it can linger for years, maybe even indefinitely, but I don't know about that. In my opinion, that isn't acceptable, and at the very least, warnings need to be a lot more clear because it's a big deal. All I got was some small print, the doctor didn't even bother to mention it to me. They told me to inform them if I suffered any side effects, but if effects linger after discontinuing treatment, what good is that? It's already too late. And they don't have a cure for the side effects.

 

[Nymph]

Mental health issues probably, too depressed to try and get better

 

[rt1989526]

How long have you suffered PSSD? I read that it can linger for years, maybe even indefinitely, but I don't know about that. In my opinion, that isn't acceptable, and at the very least, warnings need to be a lot more clear because it's a big deal. All I got was some small print, the doctor didn't even bother to mention it to me. They told me to inform them if I suffered any side effects, but if effects linger after discontinuing treatment, what good is that? It's already too late. And they don't have a cure for the side effects.

It'll be 6 months in a couple weeks. It's not the same, it doesn't work or feel the same. I can't live like this. There wasn't a single fuckin word of warning from the doctor. Planning to ctb in November, I can't live like this there will be no quality of life. I still have the depression issues that were there before, and they are obviously way worse now.

 

[YellowSneakers]

The simultaneous diagnosed of a progressive neurological disorder & the break-up of a long-term relationship is too much to deal with. I will be truly alone as my body withers & I become a helpless shell of a human being.
Only poverty, loneliness & physical pain are in the cards. It's no life at all.

 

[Jellyfish42]

I don't have anything to offer this world (nor does the world have anything left to offer me).

I've wanted to do a few creative projects with my life however when it comes down to learning the required skills to make it possible my mind just wont cooperate and I end up overwhelmed. So if I can't pursue these projects I see no point in life.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

It just feels like society around me is progressing in a direction I don't fit into. Nothing against any generation personally but I don't want to have to be that old guy who everyone makes fun of just for being old and having traditional values. I dread ever hearing somebody twenty years younger than me go "Ok doomer" or "Ok millennial" to me. I already feel it around Gen Z people so I'd rather just be erased when I turn 30. That said, that's still three and a half years from now...

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I can't give my best anymore and I'm living a life I never wanted to live. I prefer finishing it. That's all.

 

[lost guy]

Because I'm going through heartbreak again. First time was in my early 20s, this time I'm 40. 11 years down the drain. I have suffered with anxiety for pretty much my entire life. I'm tired. I'm completely lost. I am hurt. I cannot take it anymore.

 

[Leshen]

I don't want to be a human anymore, 0/10 experience.
I'm too autistic to function in this system.

 

[AlexF]

Just tired of living every day exactly like today, and with no expectation of change.

 

[degeneratewaste]

The world is disgusting and toxic and I don't fit into the cookie cutters of being a normal, functioning person. I have gone through so much trauma that I can't look at my own body or be within my own mind without feeling ill. I have extremely bad depression but doctors never listen to me or care enough to help which means I can never get better. I have literally lost all hope.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Loosing my mind day by day

I feel this way too.

 

[Now_And_Then]

I have lost too much and I am at a age where I would not be able to emotionally accept it

The trouble is , back then my mentality and mind was not able to do it , I was too immature and mind all over the place when it came to being aware


So it is and was a lose - lose situation for me

 

[7ighway]

Life is just not worth the effort you put into it

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Lost my career
Lost my reputation
Lost most of my friends
Marriage in shambles
Lifetime of rejection
Daily depression
Inherently flawed with no cure
Personal future looks bleak
Future of the world looks bleaker

 

[Joerg.buechner86]

Actually, I don't want to die but also I don't want to live my life anymore...mental disorders made me an almost brain dead piece of meat... It has changed me from a somehow burdened individiual who actually was glad to be in this world to an severely depressed and extremely anxious little kid that is trying to survive each fucking day. I am trying to find a solution everyday for the last 5 years but I have to accept that I have exhausted All possible treatment options including deep brain stimulation... It's so fucking miserable

 

[BehindTheWall]

Because I don't find my place in the society. I never been good at school, I've been bullied during my entire schooling and never find what I wanted to do. I'm not mad at anyone you know. I'm too sensitive and never been a fighter, that's it. When the time will come, I know that my bestfriend will waiting for me. I hope so, at least.

 

[MiepMoop]

Too many life-changing decisions I've made that can't be reversed.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Done with my life? I never had a life in the first place.

As for why I want to go - I'm just tired, so tired. Both physically and mentally. I have spent a long time and much effort to try and be happy, to be loyal to others who I thought cared about me, to put on a positive act even when I felt dead on the inside; only to have it all thrown back in my face. It has got to the point where I don't have to energy to even be angry about it. Just tired. I don't feel welcome, or wanted, so I'm leaving.

 

[sadgirl9999]

Chronic pain and dissociation
:(

 

[RedDEE]

A deep desire to feel the eternal peace that death will bring.

 

[Breadbfra]

Chronic major depression. I need expensive Kmine treatments every 4 months but I'm full of tremendous paranoid thoughts everyday. I don't know anymore why I'm staying