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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
217
Well above average. Is the site becoming more popular?
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

TheBiggestNarcissist
Mar 15, 2025
584
The most I've ever seen was 17k awhile back. A lot of them are definitely bots though.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,081
11K when I write this. Damn this is a lot 🙄 Suicides are the highest in spring and summer (in northern hemisphere). And spring is coming soon. I read that the explanation is : in autumn and winter, everybody struggles with a sad mood because days are short and it's cold, but when spring comes, most people enjoy life again, but depressed people are still depressed, so it's harder and that's why suicides rates are higher at these seasons. I agree with this idea because I have the same feeling (I'm also disabled and when I see people do normal things, I'm more depressed).
 
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truehappiness

truehappiness

Bliss and Happiness to all <3
Mar 3, 2026
131
I have joined fairly recently as well ^^
Wanted to write down my entire life story once and search through the threads what the most peaceful way to go would be

For now I seem to be deadlocked on CO, as SN is pretty much impossible for me to obtain :>

Hope I can reach my true happiness soon enough.
And you guys as well! No matter if that is via recovery or the final exit
 
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iset

iset

Member
Nov 28, 2024
54
I am sure many of them are just bots...
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Experienced
May 4, 2025
231
That really is a lot of people. Where did they all come from? I don't think previous videos had this effect and I don't see any new videos on it. Maybe the site is getting DDOS'd but when they went under maintenance they got better DDOS protection and we're just seeing it's capacity to handle more load?
 
Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,105
Theyre my colleagues at the fb- I AM NOT A FED
 
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peachplushes

Member
Sep 7, 2025
10
No idea, this is my first time logging on in a bit.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
90
I joined recently. Just been wanting a place to discuss CTB freely without getting censored, and I've known about the site for years.

I hope I can get to know cool people here 😁

10,000 sure is a lot, I wonder if some are bots or something. But also winter is the time of the year where mental health is at its worst. Now winter is finally ending but people have been at their lowest for a while.
 
BlazingBob

BlazingBob

Wizard
Oct 28, 2021
612
11K when I write this. Damn this is a lot 🙄 Suicides are the highest in spring and summer (in northern hemisphere). And spring is coming soon. I read that the explanation is : in autumn and winter, everybody struggles with a sad mood because days are short and it's cold, but when spring comes, most people enjoy life again, but depressed people are still depressed, so it's harder and that's why suicides rates are higher at these seasons. I agree with this idea because I have the same feeling (I'm also disabled and when I see people do normal things, I'm more depressed).
Your last sentence really resonated with me because I'm in the same situation. Where I live in California the weather is sunny and warm year round. Everyone is out doing things and enjoying life while I sit here and rot. I feel a lot better when it's rainy and cloudy, which is practically never.
 
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Fadenself00

Student
Sep 21, 2025
139
That really is a lot of people. Where did they all come from? I don't think previous videos had this effect and I don't see any new videos on it. Maybe the site is getting DDOS'd but when they went under maintenance they got better DDOS protection and we're just seeing it's capacity to handle more load?
the mods published a statement about how the site went down due to a payment issue with their hosting provider.
also a ddos protection is typically put infront of the server/destination (and they already seem to have that with Cloudflare), which means that these are less likely to be bots I would assume
 
leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,770
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
563
12008 showing for me. This is the first I've seen it exceed 7000.

If they are all lurkers, then somebody, somewhere, posted some shit somewhere. But I know a majority are bots.
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,583
images
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
563
1000001478

Now exceeding 15,000.. what the hell?
 
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BradGuy123

Experienced
Jul 6, 2025
246
Oh wow. That's a lot of people. Would bots be able to get in with Cloudfare in place?
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
318
3 thousand billion users and not a single one from my country.
Fuck my chungus life
 

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