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- May 5, 2026
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Wrote this at like 5 am and forgot about it until I wanted to post a thread and saw this. I apologize if anything doesn't make sense, i was super tired lol.
Talking to ANYONE is just completely impossible because of.. I don't even know. It's so stupid. Any kind of thoughts around the topic of being suicidal is just either 1. completely taboo for the average person, and they will just call someone on you only to make things worse, or 2. They regurgitate the same hollow, meaningless words they've heard from others, thinking it helps.. but in reality it does literally nothing. "Things always get better" "You have your whole life ahead of you" All the bullshit like that. Now, I don't think of those people as unintelligent, but why can't people put in just a little more thought into it? I get maybe they could be having their own struggles, and they don't want to deal with more sorrow, but it feels like they just completely discard suicidal people's thoughts and don't put any thought into it. It's just another reason why I hate the idea of talking to anyone about my suicidal ideation.. even though I really want to.
Talking to ANYONE is just completely impossible because of.. I don't even know. It's so stupid. Any kind of thoughts around the topic of being suicidal is just either 1. completely taboo for the average person, and they will just call someone on you only to make things worse, or 2. They regurgitate the same hollow, meaningless words they've heard from others, thinking it helps.. but in reality it does literally nothing. "Things always get better" "You have your whole life ahead of you" All the bullshit like that. Now, I don't think of those people as unintelligent, but why can't people put in just a little more thought into it? I get maybe they could be having their own struggles, and they don't want to deal with more sorrow, but it feels like they just completely discard suicidal people's thoughts and don't put any thought into it. It's just another reason why I hate the idea of talking to anyone about my suicidal ideation.. even though I really want to.