unending_emptiness
Why don’t I feel anything at all?
- Aug 20, 2023
- 19
Characters in movies and in shows that are mentally ill are so annoying. I can't be the only one who thinks that, but in real life when I express this frustration I'm met with "Oh you've never dealt with a suicidal person you dunno how they fully feel" or "how dare you, what do you have against mentally ill people?". Ya I've totally never dealt with a suicidal person before. It's ridiculous how they always show suicidal characters as the hyper emotional, vulnerable and offended individuals. It annoys me how the media thinks that suicidal people just want at least one person to save them. How people need to pay attention to them. Let's take the popular example of thirteen reasons why. Hannah Beaker to me seems like such a unrealistic character. The whole show shed suicide in a very negative light. I dunno how to explain it. Maybe there are people who are just like the popular suicidal characters. But it feels like there is not a single character that commits suicide that was driven by logic, not by his emotions and that fully thought through their decision.
Because of this portrayal in the media now when I told a few people that I was actually suicidal , they did not believe me cause I was not emotional all the time, did not constantly seek attention from others and did not "look suicidal". I couldn't care less cause I would regret it now if they actually believed me but nevertheless it still bugs me how this portrayal makes people stereotype us this way. No wonder most people hate on SS forum.
I wish for once sucide was not shed in a negative light and at the least in a more neutral perspective.
Because of this portrayal in the media now when I told a few people that I was actually suicidal , they did not believe me cause I was not emotional all the time, did not constantly seek attention from others and did not "look suicidal". I couldn't care less cause I would regret it now if they actually believed me but nevertheless it still bugs me how this portrayal makes people stereotype us this way. No wonder most people hate on SS forum.
I wish for once sucide was not shed in a negative light and at the least in a more neutral perspective.