love_peep
Specialist
- May 26, 2023
- 313
hello everyone, I'm back again from part of this forum right now I'm sitting with a psychiatrist's laptop from the incognito tab. I hope he doesn 't notice . In general, 3 weeks ago I wrote a thread why not be afraid of ctb this was my last thread.and when I wrote that I was going to make the final ctb within 96 hours, a friend saw that I was writing it, but not how I did not react at that moment. It was Monday, June 19, exactly a month from the first attempt.
I sat on the forum all night and went to bed at 7 am. and then I wake up at 10 in the morning and look at my friend with some crazy eyes running back and forth and telling me to get out of bed.I didn't understand what this was leading to until the doorbell rang.
An ambulance arrived, but without paramedics, the ambulance saw my cuts, they told her that I was lying under the train and I was offered to go to a mental hospital. I did not willingly agree, I thought there was a 2 chance for myself. But having arrived here, I was even more disappointed in this life because of the stories of people who were there almost for nothing. They went through a lot of pain and suffering. And that's when I started looking for something again to start cutting myself again
I have all my hands cut up again, but the doctors don't see it because I'm wearing a sweatshirt, and right now I'm sitting in the doctor's office and writing this for you at the risk of staying here for a long time, but I love you all and send everyone a fervent greeting from me. As for why I didn't get in touch, phones are prohibited here and I'm sitting in the doctor's office because he found out that I'm well versed in the computer and I'm doing a document here for him to get out of this mental hospital on Monday or this Friday
what can I say for the last time, since I was almost burned by a doctor right now, I will tell you about mental hospitals a little later, since the risk that I will get caught is great. Thanks to everyone who reads or somehow supports this thread
I sat on the forum all night and went to bed at 7 am. and then I wake up at 10 in the morning and look at my friend with some crazy eyes running back and forth and telling me to get out of bed.I didn't understand what this was leading to until the doorbell rang.
An ambulance arrived, but without paramedics, the ambulance saw my cuts, they told her that I was lying under the train and I was offered to go to a mental hospital. I did not willingly agree, I thought there was a 2 chance for myself. But having arrived here, I was even more disappointed in this life because of the stories of people who were there almost for nothing. They went through a lot of pain and suffering. And that's when I started looking for something again to start cutting myself again
I have all my hands cut up again, but the doctors don't see it because I'm wearing a sweatshirt, and right now I'm sitting in the doctor's office and writing this for you at the risk of staying here for a long time, but I love you all and send everyone a fervent greeting from me. As for why I didn't get in touch, phones are prohibited here and I'm sitting in the doctor's office because he found out that I'm well versed in the computer and I'm doing a document here for him to get out of this mental hospital on Monday or this Friday
what can I say for the last time, since I was almost burned by a doctor right now, I will tell you about mental hospitals a little later, since the risk that I will get caught is great. Thanks to everyone who reads or somehow supports this thread
