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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
Sounds really like an immense burden. My heart goes out to you and u have my respect for the really hard job you do every day probably...

Yelling people, unfriendly people, my tinnitus, well... oh gosh... there are a lot of things I dislike, but I dont even care about most things then again anymore.
I am not afraid of people but it is so unnecessary to be an unfriendly motherfucker most times, I dunno why people are like that, even if I was totally weak and afraid of people I wouldnt behave in such a manor. That annoys me really in everyday-life, when people are just stupidly aggressive.
I don't consider tinnitus a small thing at all. It's made me want to ctb many times.
 
Dawn0071111

Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
That I woke up....
 
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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
Apple. I have absolutely nothing to steal, and all their security does is keep me safe from myself. I hate them, but they really trap you. They have great products, but they definitely make you give up a lot of free will.
 
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LonelyCarioca

Member
Sep 11, 2019
33
People who find it necessary to harass others on a suicide forum for no real reason.
 
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Godofdeathftw

Every ounce of suffering is because of life
Jul 8, 2019
91
Can I ask what your philosophies are? I understand if you don't want to talk about them. I'm sorry to hear about your stomach condition.
My absurdism makes me not care between life or death, but the little part of me which can't fully embrace that believes in anti-natalism, and the asymmetry between pain and pleasure. Here's a good video summarizing that asymmetry, proving that from a view of right and wrong death is better than life
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
reflections and realisations my life isn't my own, no control, no hope, self loathing getting stronger by the day, this makes my day worse
 

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