Who’s gonna CTB before 2020

[Daniela]

This November, when the damn SN arrives.

there's several of us I noticed

How many live with other people? How many with their parents?

How will you get away with it?

 

[passenger27]

I won't be eating turkey this year.

 

[Neverod]

there's several of us I noticed

How many live with other people? How many with their parents?

How will you get away with it?

I think the vast majority of people here live with someone else, so either have to go and rent a hotel room or wait to be left alone for some time.
Thankfully, my parents will go to other continent in one week, while i stay, and the SN arrives in 10 days or so. Everything on my favor(? (not that i care if they find my body, but will make thing easier).

 

[Daniela]

I think the vast majority of people here live with someone else, so either have to go and rent a hotel room or wait to be left alone for some time.
Thankfully, my parents will go to other continent in one week, while i stay, and the SN arrives in 10 days or so. Everything on my favor(? (not that i care if they find my body, but will make thing easier).

What if they intercept your packages?

 

[Neverod]

What if they intercept your packages?

That wont happen for sure, i use to experiment a lot in the house with chemistry, so they know that'll be just another ingredient.

 

[Daniela]

That wont happen for sure, i use to experiment a lot in the house with chemistry, so they know that'll be just another ingredient.

I envy people who have actually lived. It's hard not to draw attention when emerging from my cocoon just to CTB

 

[Lord Taco]

I'd say 2 weeks.. Anything past that and I will just have to accept I am a coward and will have to deal with the up coming medical problems like a champ.

Painless Death or Painful Death

 

[n0505]

Me.
I am ready to die.

 

[metalchic_74]

What if they intercept your packages?

That's what I'm concerned about. Like how big would the package be.

 

[Hadenuf]

Me

 

[Astral316]

I doubt it... I want to experience one last holiday season.

 

[lightsoutnow]

By the end of november when I'll be alone for sure. Just ordered SN and genuinely felt happy..

 

[ALittleBurden]

I wish to go before 29th of November but I'm afraid that if I'll push myself into ctb too quickly I may chicken out and fail (again).

 

[Hadenuf]

I have same fear of I go to where I plan to I have to do it

 

[Manja]

If I don't find anyone in next few days I'll have to resort to slitting veins. I'm too depressed for anything more complicated. Even searching trough this forum is exausting...

 

[forever21]

Me, hopefully tomorrow. My life is a mess, I failed all aspects of it and my past will haunt me forever.

 

[Manja]

Me, hopefully tomorrow. My life is a mess, I failed all aspects of it and my past will haunt me forever.

Exactly. May I ask what's your method?

 

[forever21]

Exactly. May I ask what's your method?

Hanging. I tried partial Suspension twjce, but didnt become unconscious. So I am going for full suspension. As I live with my parents I was unable to let N get delivered to my house

 

[Manja]

Hanging. I tried partial Suspension twjce, but didnt become unconscious. So I am going for full suspension. As I live with my parents I was unable to let N get delivered to my house

I was going to say good luck but now I feel sorry for you parents so I can't...

 

[Ineedtobedead]

Me. Hopefully tonight or tomorrow night

 

[forever21]

I was going to say good luck but now I feel sorry for you parents so I can't...

My parents had a huge impact on my decisions. They werde never supportive, always screamed at me and sometimes beat me. They didn't care that I didn't have friends as a teenager and didn't want me to spend time with others. And also they don't believe me that I have Depression. The only Person I feel sorry for, is my beautiful sister.

 

[Manja]

My parents had a huge impact on my decisions. They werde never supportive, always screamed at me and sometimes beat me. They didn't care that I didn't have friends as a teenager and didn't want me to spend time with others. And also they don't believe me that I have Depression. The only Person I feel sorry for, is my beautiful sister.

I resented my parents too and blamed them even wish they die. And now they did and I see how stupid I was but nothing can bring time back.

 

[MissNietzsche]

So sad that OP actually completed her mission