definitely my family, and i'd hate to leave my friends confused and hurt about me not talking to them too so maybe sections in the note for each of them? my biggest struggle with writing a suicide note is that i feel like everything i write is too cringe, i hate baring myself like that and it feels embarrassing to write down how i feel. also struggling with how i would communicate it to my online friends, my mum can contact my IRLS no problem, but i struggle to find a way to send a note to my online friends that would definitely only be read if i was successful, if i send a message and SI kicks in, what then? i'll just be accused of doing it for attention, but it really breaks my heart to think about them not knowing what i've done and assuming that i've just ghosted and abandoned them all.