Who would like to CTB, like this second?

[venin]

I

 

[eryu]

In 6 years, I haven't had a single second when I did not wish to be dead.

 

[venin]

In 6 years, I haven't had a single second when I did not wish to be dead.

I really don't know how to respond to this.

And how come you didn't?

I'm sorry it's that bad for you. That's all I can say rn

 

[Stuckinpast28]

I really don't know how to respond to this.

And how come you didn't?

I'm sorry it's that bad for you. That's all I can say rn

Wanting to die and being ready to commit to CTB are two different things. Wanting to die means that you don't really care if something happens I.E. getting hit by a car. Being ready to commit is that you know there is nothing more but pain and you are ready to finally find peace in death. Basically, the first one still has some hope that things might get better vs the second one just hope that their dead is finally gonna bring peace to them.
to answer the post question I am hopeful that things might get better so I am not really ready to commit, I am trying to get treatment first if it doesn't work then I'll find my peace in death.
to answer the post question, I am still somewhat hopeful that things might get better, I am trying treatment first if it doesn't work I'll find peace in death.

to answer the post question, I am still somewhat hopeful that things might get better, I am trying treatment first if it doesn't work I'll find peace in death.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes, I'd like to but I want to wait for my Dad to go first. How about you? What's preventing you?

 

[venin]

Wanting to die and being ready to commit to CTB are two different things. Wanting to die means that you don't really care if something happens I.E. getting hit by a car. Being ready to commit is that you know there is nothing more but pain and you are ready to finally find peace in death. Basically, the first one still has some hope that things might get better vs the second one just hope that their dead is finally gonna bring peace to them.
to answer the post question I am hopeful that things might get better so I am not really ready to commit, I am trying to get treatment first if it doesn't work then I'll find my peace in death.
to answer the post question, I am still somewhat hopeful that things might get better, I am trying treatment first if it doesn't work I'll find peace in death.

to answer the post question, I am still somewhat hopeful that things might get better, I am trying treatment first if it doesn't work I'll find peace in death.

I asked "who would like to CTB", not "who is ready to CTB" or "who wants to CTB".

 

[strangekitten]

me

 

[venin]

Yes, I'd like to but I want to wait for my Dad to go first. How about you? What's preventing you?

Hope

me

That's a good, straight answer. Thank you

 

[Forever Sleep]

Hope

That's a good, straight answer. Thank you

Hope that things will get better? Do you have a plan to make them better or are you just hoping for better fortune?

 

[venin]

Hope that things will get better? Do you have a plan to make them better or are you just hoping for better fortune?

Yes. If it was sheer hope, I'd be gone by now

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes. If it was sheer hope, I'd be gone by now

Oh- I see. Hope you'll die? I mean- it will work eventually but you might not want to wait that long. Sadly- dieing seems to require just as much effort and risk in this world as living.

 

[To-Equestria]

me but i have some things to return to a friend hopefully this week before i go

 

[venin]

Oh- I see. Hope you'll die? I mean- it will work eventually but you might not want to wait that long. Sadly- dieing seems to require just as much effort and risk in this world as living.

No. I'm saying I still have some options regarding my life.

Natural death is not an option. Not even close

It does. It really does.

me but i have some things to return to a friend hopefully this week before i go

Sorry to hear that… are you sure you'll ?

 

[doneforlife]

I would like to give myself some time. If there was an easy method, I would live more happily knowing that there is a fail safe method. What kills me RN is thinking about the future. Bad climate, severe competition for resources, old age etc is all there is to look forward to. The key to all these problems lies in painless exit.

 

[yoomi]

Believe me, after 7 years of trying to ctb, there nothing more I'd want rn

 

[Nlis2244]

I would, if only I had a gun or rifle... I'm confident I would

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course I would wish to permanently sleep, I see so much beauty in eternal non-existence as it's the absence of all suffering and harm, it's true peace to me, it just sounds so incredibly peaceful to be completely unaware of everything.

 

[アホペンギン]

Its all i've ever wished for. After trying and failing miserably for nearly a decade now i'd without a doubt accept the offer to die this second. Who in my situation wouldn't want something as amazing as being granted the privilege to die voluntarily and immediately…

 

[daydreamer52]

Me, like if I had a loaded gun right now I wouldn't think it twice and I would kill myself, but if I were surrounded by people I would probably go to the nearest bathroom and do it there.

 

[venin]

Me, like if I had a loaded gun right now I wouldn't think it twice and I would kill myself, but if I were surrounded by people I would probably go to the nearest bathroom and do it there.

Meeee2

 

[sammiechzxv]

Definitely me

 

[Darkover]

hell yeah

 

[venin]

Definitely me

Let's say a prayer together. Hope we go away by morning

I would, if only I had a gun or rifle... I'm confident I would

Jumping?

Its all i've ever wished for. After trying and failing miserably for nearly a decade now i'd without a doubt accept the offer to die this second. Who in my situation wouldn't want something as amazing as being granted the privilege to die voluntarily and immediately…

Of course I would wish to permanently sleep, I see so much beauty in eternal non-existence as it's the absence of all suffering and harm, it's true peace to me, it just sounds so incredibly peaceful to be completely unaware of everything.

Would you explain the beauty part?

 

[.seethroughme.]

Yes. If I could push a button and go to sleep I would.

 

[venin]

Yes. If I could push a button and go to sleep I would.

 

[Borderline]

Give me the fucking gun and I'll kill myself right now.

 

[venin]

Give me the fucking gun and I'll kill myself right now.

I would, if I had it. But then again I'd not be writing this right now.

 

[TorturedSoul999]

I would like to CTB. I had a good relationship for nearly 4 years and because she had been sexually assaulted but initially claimed it was cheating… I began to spiral starting in January 2022. My mistrust got worse and worse until eventually I walked out and left her house and never came back. As I reverted to normal I began to accept things she'd done because she made me happy but delusions told me that people from my past were coming back and that it was time to leave her. I regret that decision and I ruined my life. Only a matter of figuring out how to exit this world successfully. Fear of failure is holding me back.

 

[venin]

I would like to CTB. I had a good relationship for nearly 4 years and because she had been sexually assaulted but initially claimed it was cheating… I began to spiral starting in January 2022. My mistrust got worse and worse until eventually I walked out and left her house and never came back. As I reverted to normal I began to accept things she'd done because she made me happy but delusions told me that people from my past were coming back and that it was time to leave her. I regret that decision and I ruined my life. Only a matter of figuring out how to exit this world successfully. Fear of failure is holding me back.

 

[Borderline]

I would, if I had it. But then again I'd not be writing this right now.