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fruit-loops

fruit-loops

Student
Jun 27, 2021
150
I believe it is relatively easy to buy in South America. Still considering traveling to Peru, Mexico or Bolivia.
I'm thinking about it too, but I didn't know that also in Peru and Bolivia you can get it! Thanks for the info. Someday we should go together and find it :P
 
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coffee

Peace!
Jul 23, 2021
121
I'm thinking about it too, but I didn't know that also in Peru and Bolivia you can get it! Thanks for the info. Someday we should go together and find it :P
No problem. The information is available on PPH.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Me! I'll do it!
 
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fruit-loops

fruit-loops

Student
Jun 27, 2021
150
I suppose I may wait until a very strong depression crisis to fo it..
For sure, what are the usual expiration date of N? Matter of months? Years? Do you have any idea about it?
 
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IanUK

Member
Mar 25, 2021
77
Absolutely without question
 
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RowdyH999

Student
Mar 17, 2021
136
Two of us using N from D here around the weekend. :D
 
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noxin

noxin

Member
Jun 26, 2021
42
If I had my hands on it I'd literally use it right this instant.
 
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NIÑAESTUPIDA

NIÑAESTUPIDA

Member
Jul 25, 2021
28
I suppose I may wait until a very strong depression crisis to fo it..
For sure, what are the usual expiration date of N? Matter of months? Years? Do you have any idea about it?
They say you can store it up to 10 years
 
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OpheliasFlowers

Specialist
Apr 2, 2019
348
me.
 
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IWantToSleep

Experienced
Dec 27, 2020
227
I want to exhaust a few more methods of recovery that I don't think will work before going.
 
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coffee

coffee

Peace!
Jul 23, 2021
121
I want to exhaust a few more methods of recovery that I don't think will work before going.
Hope it works! God bless you!
Two of us using N from D here around the weekend. :D
I cannot say that I am happy for you but I definitely wish that everything works as smooth as possible. N is the best choice fot ctb according to what I have been reading. God bless you!
 
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fruit-loops

Student
Jun 27, 2021
150
I want to exhaust a few more methods of recovery that I don't think will work before going.
Happy for you! If there is a minimal hope I suppose is good to give it a try, There is always time to CTB, don't you think?

Can I ask, roughly speaking, you what do you want to try?
 
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mandyjohnuk

mandyjohnuk

Specialist
Jul 6, 2021
388
Definitely.
But if people only knew that you can find it here in the UK there would be a lot breakings. Lol.
 
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IWantToSleep

Experienced
Dec 27, 2020
227
Happy for you! If there is a minimal hope I suppose is good to give it a try, There is always time to CTB, don't you think?

Can I ask, roughly speaking, you what do you want to try?
Rehab and trying to get benzos.
 
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ConfusedAndWeird

Member
Apr 12, 2021
48
At first I would jump for joy at getting my hands on the perfect suicide drug… before holding my hand to my face in disappointment when I realize I still have no way to get my hands on anti-emetics, which makes it still impossible to use N as my method without a risk of failure. Oh well.
 
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coffee

coffee

Peace!
Jul 23, 2021
121
At first I would jump for joy at getting my hands on the perfect suicide drug… before holding my hand to my face in disappointment when I realize I still have no way to get my hands on anti-emetics, which makes it still impossible to use N as my method without a risk of failure. Oh well.
Nembutal is much harder to get than anti-emetics.
 
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mandyjohnuk

Specialist
Jul 6, 2021
388
Would Promethazine work as in Phenergan Exlir.
 
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shijsrzh

shijsrzh

Deluded Moron
Dec 2, 2020
99
Has any suicidal person in history ever managed to get their hands on Nembutal?
 
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coffee

coffee

Peace!
Jul 23, 2021
121
Has any suicidal person in history ever managed to get their hands on Nembutal?
ROFL. Many people have already managed to get it. You just need to travel.
 
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shijsrzh

shijsrzh

Deluded Moron
Dec 2, 2020
99
ROFL. Many people have already managed to get it. You just need to travel.
What I said was meant in desperate sarcastic way. The prospect of my never getting my hands on it makes me sad.
 
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NIÑAESTUPIDA

NIÑAESTUPIDA

Member
Jul 25, 2021
28
Has any suicidal person in history ever managed to get their hands on Nembutal?
Me. But I made a mistake. I showed my bottle to someone that didn't believe me and he told my sisters. So they forced me to give it to them. I have SN now, better keep my mouth shut.
 
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shijsrzh

Deluded Moron
Dec 2, 2020
99
Me. But I made a mistake. I showed my bottle to someone that didn't believe me and he told my sisters. So they forced me to give it to them. I have SN now, better keep my mouth shut.
Don't take this the wrong way, but you had the golden ticket there and flushed it down the metaphorical toilet. Did you have an antiemetic as well?
 
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NIÑAESTUPIDA

NIÑAESTUPIDA

Member
Jul 25, 2021
28
Don't take this the wrong way, but you had the golden ticket there and flushed it down the metaphorical toilet. Did you have an antiemetic as well?
Yes. I was so stupid. My sisters bribed me..."if you don't give it to us we'll take you to the hospital"...blahblah...
 
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SuicidalAgain

Dummy
Sep 9, 2020
107
Yes. I was so stupid. My sisters bribed me..."if you don't give it to us we'll take you to the hospital"...blahblah...
You could have tricked them or pretended you didn't know what they were talking about. I hate to resort to things like this, but in this case I totally would just to keep my escape button. What did they do with it? Kept it "somewhere safe" or disposed of it?

I probably wouldn't ctb right away, but it would be so good to just go to sleep and never wake up :'D
 
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PaxAmerica

PaxAmerica

Just Passing
Apr 15, 2021
202
I don't know. If being honest. Its a one way trip once you take it. So I would need to be 100% sure CTB is what I want. Given that vast number of attempts are just that, failed attempts, and mostly people changing their mind, I would want a way to walk back. Unless I got to a point where I was 100% sure.
 
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coffee

coffee

Peace!
Jul 23, 2021
121
I don't know. If being honest. Its a one way trip once you take it. So I would need to be 100% sure CTB is what I want. Given that vast number of attempts are just that, failed attempts, and mostly people changing their mind, I would want a way to walk back. Unless I got to a point where I was 100% sure.
You can choose SN then.
 
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PaxAmerica

PaxAmerica

Just Passing
Apr 15, 2021
202
You can choose SN then.
No thats similar. I just dont like the poison thing anyway. Hanging or drowning is my preference. But as I say, it would be different if there came a time when I knew 100% that I wanted out.
 
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coffee

coffee

Peace!
Jul 23, 2021
121
No thats similar. I just dont like the poison thing anyway. Hanging or drowning is my preference. But as I say, it would be different if there came a time when I knew 100% that I wanted out.
Understand.
 
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