Who will miss you?

[justanotherstar]

My girlfriend will be devastated, my parents would never get over it and I have a handful of friends who would really care that I've gone. I'd have a whole load of other people who would 'miss me' and proclaim their love whilst I was newly deceased but yeah. And oh god my rabbit would be sad and no one would be able to explain what was happening to him :-(

 

[Celerity]

My parents will, including mum who didnt always treat me and my mental health and suicidal ideation well.
Definitely my friends, especially the closest ones. I'm worried about leaving one friend who I know struggles with thinking about cbt too and I would really like him to not do same thing as me if it ever comes to it.

Why do you feel that way about your friend? I've honestly come to terms with the idea that each of our lives is our own. I would hate for my suicide to trigger an impulsive CTB in my friend though. I'm not worth killing yourself over.

 

[nolongerhuman]

Nobody in my family would take it very well. The way I expect my father to react makes me feel guilty sometimes, we are very close. I have some friends who might be disappointed to not see me in the usual circles but due to how we hang out with each other they may never end up figuring out what happened, which would be the best case scenario imo.

 

[Toptock]

There isn't really anyone who'd miss me much when I'm gone. I think a question I've been avoiding has been "who's been around to check up on me?" Granted nobody's obligated to, it still sucks knowing the years i spent reaching out to friends just to "say hi" was taken for granted. Maybe I was the one who took having friends for granted. At this point it simply doesnt matter.

 

[filthyrottendirty]

It doesn't matter

 

[W’ren]

I can't think of anyone who wouldn't get over it.

The way i see it is, they shouldn't get to miss me if they were never present in my life to begin with.

Going by that, only 2 family members and 2 "friends" even qualify as qualified to say they miss me and whatever... and honestly i think the family members would grieve but they wouldn't be surprised.

Of the two "friends", one would probably grieve for me but not miss me because i'm not part of her daily routine. The other, ok, fair enough, might miss me... She's got her own issues and she might just internalize it and move on.

And my dog. But if things are really back on track, he'll have passed of old age and thus i will have been freed to ctb.

If not, re my dog, and i ctb before his death of old age, he'll get over me... and i've provided for him in my will so he has a home (i confirmed this)...

I know i won't ever be remembered, or mourned. No one will understand. They think i attempted to ctb two weeks ago AT them. SMH


I am nothing....

 

[Ennail]

sorry for anyone who is not going to be missed.
I leave many people behind who will miss me. My husband, daughter, parents, but also many friends.
But sometimes love is letting go and everyone understands my choice.

 

[Disco Biscuit]

Everyone here will miss you, Matt!

 

[Bigpink]

My mom, my one real friend. Others may or may not give it a thought and that's fine, I just want to go.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Definitely my mom, maybe my sisters and some of my friends. None of them are enough to make me care enough to not do it though.

 

[vrotka]

I would hate for my suicide to trigger an impulsive CTB in my friend though. I'm not worth killing yourself over.

yeah exactly that's why. I know he struggles a lot too, but I don't want to be the last nail in his coffin.

 

[WornOutLife]

Everyone here will miss you, Matt!

You are lovely!

 

[blue_muse]

One relative will miss the unpaid domestic labour. With some friends I've reached out to multiple times; they'll say the usual cliches "Should've called/text me, I'd have helped".

 

[Mellowness]

I know, deep down, that there are people that are gonna miss me: my mom, my dad, my friends.
But my fucked up brain tells me that no one will miss me and I'm believing it :/

 

[Makko]

My daydreams will miss me.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I can't think of anyone who wouldn't get over it.

The way i see it is, they shouldn't get to miss me if they were never present in my life to begin with.

Going by that, only 2 family members and 2 "friends" even qualify as qualified to say they miss me and whatever... and honestly i think the family members would grieve but they wouldn't be surprised.

Of the two "friends", one would probably grieve for me but not miss me because i'm not part of her daily routine. The other, ok, fair enough, might miss me... She's got her own issues and she might just internalize it and move on.

And my dog. But if things are really back on track, he'll have passed of old age and thus i will have been freed to ctb.

If not, re my dog, and i ctb before his death of old age, he'll get over me... and i've provided for him in my will so he has a home (i confirmed this)...

I know i won't ever be remembered, or mourned. No one will understand. They think i attempted to ctb two weeks ago AT them. SMH


I am nothing....

Echo, You are Not Nothing You are my friend and if/when you ctb l would Cry tears of pain direct from my heart, and l would be worried sick about Indy! So yes Someone would Miss/Mourn You Angel! Mike & Max xx

 

[Mixo]

I'm estranged from family. I imagine at first they will be grieving, but it will pass pretty quickly - maybe a few months. My relationship with them is pretty nonexistent at this point.

No one else will miss me. If they value me little at this end stage of life, I don't see how they would after I'm dead.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I can't think of anyone who wouldn't get over it.

The way i see it is, they shouldn't get to miss me if they were never present in my life to begin with.

Going by that, only 2 family members and 2 "friends" even qualify as qualified to say they miss me and whatever... and honestly i think the family members would grieve but they wouldn't be surprised.

Of the two "friends", one would probably grieve for me but not miss me because i'm not part of her daily routine. The other, ok, fair enough, might miss me... She's got her own issues and she might just internalize it and move on.

And my dog. But if things are really back on track, he'll have passed of old age and thus i will have been freed to ctb.

If not, re my dog, and i ctb before his death of old age, he'll get over me... and i've provided for him in my will so he has a home (i confirmed this)...

I know i won't ever be remembered, or mourned. No one will understand. They think i attempted to ctb two weeks ago AT them. SMH


I am nothing....

You are Not nothing! if you ctb b4 l do l'm going to get the name "Echo" tattooed on my left inner arm with a black rose that has two red petals left on it twisted through the four letters and the ghostly outline of Indy's head around the whole image, and then I'll sit down and Cry for You Echo because your my friend! x

 

[Charaltontin]

My best friend/ex, we resetly broke up but on good terms..shes been my best friend for two years now and the best I've ever had there isn't a day we don't talk and call and can't wait for it still love her romantically so I hope we can be like that again.., she's always told me that if I ever ctb she'd be broken..it breaks my heart but that's the way I am, so would my mom she loves me and is the reason she's still here

 

[WornOutLife]

My best friend/ex, we resetly broke up but on good terms..shes been my best friend for two years now and the best I've ever had there isn't a day we don't talk and call and can't wait for it still love her romantically so I hope we can be like that again.., she's always told me that if I ever ctb she'd be broken..it breaks my heart but that's the way I am, so would my mom she loves me and is the reason she's still here

I wonder if my ex gf would miss me too. Never thought of that!

 

[Charaltontin]

I wonder if my ex gf would miss me too. Never thought of that!

Maybe who knows

 

[Joey]

Some of my Discord friends if they ever found out but most of all, I definitely would have to think would be my entire family. They'd miss me a lot.

 

[FinalDestination]

I immediately thought of this one




as much as I want to go with that, probably immediate family, though time would heal that I'm sure- I'm not very missable. Maybe some old school friends if they ever found out.