motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
I miss @BottomlessPit...
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
@Harriet
@peach
@suicidesheep31
@Nobuses
@S like suicide
@iluvkorn2
@nameeater
@Panna
@JustJudah
+honorable mentions
@Marktheghost
@HeckingHecked
@waterstrider
@NearlyIrrelevantCake
@OpheliasFlowers
+more

I know how bad it feels to not currently be in anyone's top ten which is why I try to appreciate everyone equally, everyone is equally important to me. It's easier said than done though and in my heart there's probably one space above the rest. I don't want to name everyone, please imagine an inverse list including you if you don't see your name here.
 
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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
@Harriet
@peach
@suicidesheep31
@Nobuses
@S like suicide
@iluvkorn2
@nameeater
@Panna
@JustJudah
+honorable mentions
@Marktheghost
@HeckingHecked
@waterstrider
@NearlyIrrelevantCake
@OpheliasFlowers
+more

I know how bad it feels to not currently be in anyone's top ten which is why I try to appreciate everyone equally, everyone is equally important to me. It's easier said than done though and in my heart there's probably one space above the rest. I don't want to name everyone, please imagine an inverse list including you if you don't see your name here.
Hey, thank you for mentioning me! Can I ask why you chose me? haha
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
@Wrennie
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
@falling bird

" What is N ? "

" Did my own research, it supposed to help anxiety, nervousness and trouble falling sleep. But it can be dangerous "

I lolled so hard
 
Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
Hey, thank you for mentioning me! Can I ask why you chose me? haha

We share some similar conditions. You're me but younger. So I also know how difficult it is, how we misread other people and get misread all the time. All these things that mean we struggle in a social world even though we're social animals.
 
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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
We share some similar conditions. You're me but younger. So I also know how difficult it is, how we misread other people and get misread all the time. All these things that mean we struggle in a social world even though we're social animals.
I get you. I appreciate you thinking of me, man :)
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I didn't even know that this thread existed until now but I am beyond flattered that you mentioned me, and also beyond sad if you're in such a position where you relate to any of the things that I'm going through. You don't deserve to have to feel like this at all. :heart:
Love & hugs. :hug::hug::hug:
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
@Wrennie
Love the emo .gifs as well
 
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boc

Experienced
May 19, 2021
252
@Wrennie and @Persephone ❦

gotta be the posts I always read.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I want to also mention @FTL.Wanderer who was my friend that I admired so much. He probably passed away as I have received no news from him since 2 weeks. What a wonderful person though. He helped me get out of CTB once because I wanted to do it because of stupid reasons. Then he guided me and told me about an alternative to university that I'm really considering. His kindness was immeasurable. You could feel it through his words. He was really angelic. My blood boils over the injustice that was done against him. We were bonding over our similar views regarding society and humanity. We were both antinatalists. We were both shunned away from everywhere. He said at one point that no one would miss him if he did it. But here I am, tearing up every day over his dissappearance. But I hope that he has peace now at least. I wish I could've talk with him more. A rare kind of empath and compassionate person. The world didn't deserve him.

As another friend put it this way: ''people like that are like oases of goodness in a desert of misfortune''.
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
I didn't even know that this thread existed until now but I am beyond flattered that you mentioned me, and also beyond sad if you're in such a position where you relate to any of the things that I'm going through. You don't deserve to have to feel like this at all. :heart:
Love & hugs. :hug::hug::hug:
<3 You're a pretty cool person and you don't deserve any of that ethier.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
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@Wrennie and @Persephone ❦
@Rayzieka
stack love

Wrennie's signature gif always resonates with how I used to feel.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
918
@Dead Meat
@meetapple
@Midgardsorm
@hotelbeneathground
@FuneralCry
@demuic
@Persephone ❦
@kurisutinabestgirl
@demuic
@PeacefulTonic
@TheEndTimes
@Journeytoletgo
@Glovkenspiel
@FromGermany
@fox_wannabe
@Auto Immunity After
@Simba
@Eddypaddy
@Darkover
@deflationary
@noname223
@Phia2021
@AverageFanEnjoyer
@LonelyBrazilian
I may have forgot few people but those my favourites that I can remember

You are the best. Know this. :hug:
 
Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
@thisplaceisaprison
@A_miStake_of_NATURE
@FuneralCry
@pajoe1976
@Grumpy Bear
@catloaf
@Wrennie
@PeacefulTonic
@Bed
@Death in Sweden
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
@Phia2021
Just a feeling I had and I feel really bad if I didn't mention them.
@Dead Meat
Very memorable
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
Fuck you all for not mentioning me.

I don't like any of you anymore who posted here and didn't mention me.

All my favorites are dead
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
@God
@Jesus
Just in case.
 
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I am new here and glad I found it. I have struggled with suicide for so long that it's nice to have a place to find some other people like me who are there because they need human contact - of some form or other.

Now I am not alone.

Most everyone has been nice to me so far.

My favorite conversation so far has been with a nice encouraging person who sends me sincere messages who made me stop feeling "severe" : 4eyebiped
So far he has emailed me nice messages and encouraged me and listened to my broken record about fascism. And a need for a job. And depression. And every time, he replies and makes sure that I am still alive :)
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
@Suicidebydeath I appreciate being mentioned, and its as you say, being left out is painful, luckily ive been slowly making friends, and its nice to be noticed even though theres so many more people here who words that would come off as shamelessly shallow do apply. Thanks
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,876
Fuck you all for not mentioning me.

I don't like any of you anymore who posted here and didn't mention me.

All my favorites are dead
This is exactly what I was worried about with this thread- that a lot of people's feelings would be hurt- people who already struggling. I've been disappointed too that no one mentioned me even though a lot of people have liked my posts- I'm sure there are many other members with hurt feelings about this thread.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,988
For me,

@Brick In The Wall

@A_miStake_of_NATURE

@OnlyTheWind

@Dead Meat

@Graf von Leiningen

@Amumu

@Storm225

@GenesAndEnvironment

@newave3

@BitterlyAlive_

@FuneralCry

@AtMostOkay

@BottomlessPit

@Phia2021

@Journeytoletgo

@not-2-b-the-answer

@stygal

@lonerclown666

@-Persephone-

@Flippy

@hotelbeneathground

@Makko

@LONE WOLF.

@orangepotato

@lanax09

@Celerity

@AnxiousSchizoid

@FTL.Wanderer

@fox_wannabe

@logan

@paulstrong

@Greenberg

@NormaJeane

@Largeletters

You guys and girls make my time on this forum enjoyable and bring (a tiny bit) of much needed joy to my life each day. I wish in some ways that we weren't so depressed/suicidal and never had to meet, but on the other hand im still grateful that we did get to meet.

I hope I didn't miss anybody.
@ClownMe, Thank You Friend, Much appreciated :-)
I appreciate ever member on here, Bless you all, Wolfy (Hugs to all)🤓🐕
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,234
Hate threads like this. Always going to be someone excluded and they're going to feel like shit. No matter. Some of us are obviously.
 
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Harriet

Harriet

Member
Nov 24, 2021
79
@Someone123 has made so many intelligent contributions to discussions on here x
@avoid_slow_death you are kind and sensitive, a good guy x
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
@Harriet
@peach
@suicidesheep31
@Nobuses
@S like suicide
@iluvkorn2
@nameeater
@Panna
@JustJudah
+honorable mentions
@Marktheghost
@HeckingHecked
@waterstrider
@NearlyIrrelevantCake
@OpheliasFlowers
+more

I know how bad it feels to not currently be in anyone's top ten which is why I try to appreciate everyone equally, everyone is equally important to me. It's easier said than done though and in my heart there's probably one space above the rest. I don't want to name everyone, please imagine an inverse list including you if you don't see your name here.
Thank you for mentioning me.
I didn't even know that this thread existed until now but I am beyond flattered that you mentioned me, and also beyond sad if you're in such a position where you relate to any of the things that I'm going through. You don't deserve to have to feel like this at all. :heart:
Love & hugs. :hug::hug::hug:
I mentioned you too; just in case you missed it.
 
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OpheliasFlowers

OpheliasFlowers

Specialist
Apr 2, 2019
348
@Harriet
@peach
@suicidesheep31
@Nobuses
@S like suicide
@iluvkorn2
@nameeater
@Panna
@JustJudah
+honorable mentions
@Marktheghost
@HeckingHecked
@waterstrider
@NearlyIrrelevantCake
@OpheliasFlowers
+more

I know how bad it feels to not currently be in anyone's top ten which is why I try to appreciate everyone equally, everyone is equally important to me. It's easier said than done though and in my heart there's probably one space above the rest. I don't want to name everyone, please imagine an inverse list including you if you don't see your name here.
Thank you so much for mentioning me. That is kind of you and it was a bright spot in my day, and I appreciate it. :heart:
 
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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
@Harriet - moving me with her posts x
@peach - feels like my bff!
@AverageFanEnjoyer
@CFLoser
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
Well, thank you, that was a surprise to wake up to :) I'll also ask why??
I really like your concise posts. I aspire to be someone that can relate to people or make people feel better in as few words as possible, it's difficult.

Sorry I'm really not in an amazing place at this moment in time, I'll recover soon.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,249
Also I'll make a contribution to the topic at hand--

I really resonate with @hotelbeneathground
 
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