Who is the meanest person to you in your life

[Leiden]

Who is the meanest person to you in your life?

Edit- Oh, for me, it's my Fiance

 

[veryhappyhuman]

Used to be my bullies, sometimes family, once it was a girl I loved etc. But I can confidently say for at least the last decade+ it's been.... myself. I can insult myself so bad that sometimes even I have to take a moment and be like "wow that's bad, you're ruthless"

It's like I've spent so long hating myself that I've gotten really good at it.

 

[Foresight]

Is your fiance subtly mean or more than that? I was engaged to someone who was subtly mean to me. He left me and I'm glad for it. My current husband is my best friend.

There's no one mean in my life at the moment. I cut the entire world off. Everyone around me loves me and I'm happy for it. I'm in like a delusional happy bubble where the cruel outside world isn't invited in.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

It's me. The things that I think about myself are brutal, and it's always been this way.

 

[miserableforever]

Used to be my mother, then my uncle, and now my ex husband.

Mean, as in neglect, sexual abuse, theft, and ultimately slander that ruined my life.

 

[Neowise]

My narcissistic mother.
When I was a little kid she told me she would give me to an orphanage when she was angry at me.
In elementary school she said I am so stupid that I will stay in kindergarten for the rest of my life.
In secondary school she insulted me as a retard and dumbass and said "no wonder the other kids are bullying you, even they see you are retarded".
Now, in university she is "hoping that someone comes and fucks me so my hormone production starts going and I finally grow up", wishing that I "find someone normal who fucks me from the front and from behind" and says I'm too autistic to live a life on my own.
Now, take a guess why I have no self esteem and registered on this site lol.

for me, it's my Fiance

Is he treating you bad? If so, you shouldn't endure it. Look at me, I'm dumb enough to still be living at home with my mother. Don't be as dumb as me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is not many people in my life, but if someone mean actually was in my life, I would do everything to make sure they were out of my life. People can be very cruel and awful and overall I cannot stand people. It is not worth wasting time being around someone who makes your life a misery.

 

[Al Cappella]

it's me. If I treated anyone the way I do myself, or were treated by someone else as I do me--there would almost certainly be prison involved. Years of psychological/emotional abuse--all the way to attempted murder. Three times attempted murder, with a host of assaults mixed in. You think nI'm having a laugh--not so. It's all true. Not that it isn't a joke...

 

[Sherri]

My mum. So sad to say this but its true, the other day was telling a friend can't believe I lost my mum after all I've done to her. He said, you didn't lose her, she lost you. Her choice. My own mum ….

 

[motel rooms]

Thankfully, nobody's terribly mean to me IRL anymore (if you don't count nightmares & flashbacks as real life).

 

[Sherri]

There is not many people in my life, but if someone mean actually was in my life, I would do everything to make sure they were out of my life. People can be very cruel and awful and overall I cannot stand people. It is not worth wasting time being around someone who makes your life a misery.

You are very right , not like me who was dumb to support an ex in my house that made my life a living hell.

 

[clown_17]

My brain

 

[milly]

My brain

absolutely
@clown_17 are you off to oblivion?

 

[meetapple]

My uncle.

 

[allesistgut]

my parents, though more so my father.

 

[clown_17]

absolutely
@clown_17 are you off to oblivion?

Do you mean ctb? Not sure I understand. Currently unable to ctb because my current plan involves heights and there are none around me atm.

 

[milly]

Do you mean ctb? Not sure I understand. Currently unable to ctb because my current plan involves heights and there are none around me atm.

as in your avatar. Sorry about your situation... some awesome jumping points around cowardly me. One is a hill-top crater.

 

[clown_17]

Ahh

as in your avatar. Sorry about your situation... some awesome jumping points around cowardly me. One is a hill-top crater.

I see. The pfp is the Challenger rocket. Thanks for asking

 

[myopybyproxy]

It is - and has only ever been - me.

To quote Mindless Self Indulgence: "there is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself".

 

[EvilStepSister]

Me.

People have treated me really badly in my life and everyone has left me in one way or another but I get the prize for being the meanest to myself. I get that honour. I win.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

That asshole deserves it though for how I treat him.

 

[forgetme]

Me. Because I let everyone beat down on me to where I believe I am worthless ugly a failure and deserve nothing but death

 

[ClownMe]

My mother

 

[Somber]

Definitely me, myself and I.

 

[Kristicide]

My father

 

[Lost Magic]

My community. Most of them are selfish narcissistic backstabbing bastards.

 

[Leiden]

Is your fiance subtly mean or more than that? I was engaged to someone who was subtly mean to me. He left me and I'm glad for it. My current husband is my best friend.

There's no one mean in my life at the moment. I cut the entire world off. Everyone around me loves me and I'm happy for it. I'm in like a delusional happy bubble where the cruel outside world isn't invited in.

I'm really glad that you found someone that truly loves you and is your best friend. That must feel so good to you after being with someone who wasn't very nice.
I have been with my Fiance for 18 years and he once loved me and he says he still does, but can someone really love you when they have taken you down like a pack of hungry wolves. He hasn't just been mean, but really evil towards me. I've kind of went through a discard faze with him, and it's like I don't matter to him, yet he is still here. It's like the things he says doesn't add up to the ways he treats me.

 

[Foresight]

That's awful. I don't know how people treat their partners like that. If you describe it as evil I can only imagine how cruel he can be. I'm sorry to hear that.

 

[Leiden]

There is not many people in my life, but if someone mean actually was in my life, I would do everything to make sure they were out of my life. People can be very cruel and awful and overall I cannot stand people. It is not worth wasting time being around someone who makes your life a misery.

It's so hard when someone has beaten you down so bad, discarding you and made you nothing. I used to be stronger and my body was better, then so many things bad happened to me and the person who was supposed to love me, instead of doing that, used it as an opportunity to break me in every way there is to the point I'm so traumatized over it. It's like that's all he wanted was to become the "Stronger one" because it used to be me, except all I ever did when I was, was love and help him and his family, but I wouldn't take his shit then. It's like he wanted me to be nothing. I'm at his mercy now, because I need him, and he knows that. I could not make it, the way I am now, without him. I'm so weak now and broken now.

Thankfully, nobody's terribly mean to me IRL anymore (if you don't count nightmares & flashbacks as real life).

I'm happy that nobody is really mean to you IRL. I bet those flashbacks and nightmares do some real damage to you and I do really hope that they get better for you.
I have flashbacks of sorts as well. It's like I'm constantly being brought back to the way I was (when i was better) and then immediately like a ton of bricks am brought back to the way that I am now and its like I'm living two worlds and it's a very awful feeling and place to be. Or I have flashbacks of horrible things and I can't shake it off.

 

[Leiden]

My narcissistic mother.
When I was a little kid she told me she would give me to an orphanage when she was angry at me.
In elementary school she said I am so stupid that I will stay in kindergarten for the rest of my life.
In secondary school she insulted me as a retard and dumbass and said "no wonder the other kids are bullying you, even they see you are retarded".
Now, in university she is "hoping that someone comes and fucks me so my hormone production starts going and I finally grow up", wishing that I "find someone normal who fucks me from the front and from behind" and says I'm too autistic to live a life on my own.
Now, take a guess why I have no self esteem and registered on this site lol.


Is he treating you bad? If so, you shouldn't endure it. Look at me, I'm dumb enough to still be living at home with my mother. Don't be as dumb as me.

That is the opposite of what you deserved and I'm truly sorry that your Mother can't see that and that you had/have to endure that. You didn't deserve that! The damage is done, but I do hope that she can see the error in her ways and say sorry to you and change, at the very least, it might give you some sort of peace. You deserve that. You are in university now and look at all that you have accomplished in spite of your Mother. That's something to be proud of yourself for ❤

My Mother was not around when I was growing up and was very cruel to me when she was. She has since said sorry, many times, but just for not being there. She doesn't know or remember her cruelty towards me that cut so deep and I never brought it up. Her sorry and the way she is better now was enough for me to get some closure. I don't see her often at all, especially now, but we do text and she is kind to me.

My community. Most of them are selfish narcissistic backstabbing bastards.

Must be horrible for you with it being a whole community. I'm sorry that you have to endure that. You don't deserve it and I hope it can in some way get better for you.