ForgottenTomb
Member
- May 26, 2023
- 72
I am. Hopelessness is a thing I have been struggling with for years, but recently there were times when I got a glimpse of the light at the end of the tunnel and then when I lost it, I got completely discouraged about my life. Regardless I have seen that light and I couldn't say that for the previous years. Regardless of how good/bad I am doing, the most important person in my life is having the time of her life right now, and I want to be there for when she turns 20, 30, 60 etc and witness the milestones. I also want to stay alive so that I can take care of my parents when they are older, I don't want them thrown into some elder home and be taken care of by some stranger. They have worked a lot and hard for my future, so I am not going to let those years of labour and support be in vain.
I have considered giving up on life, and it will get worse before it will get better, however, I think the time will come pretty soon where I won't have to browse this forum any more for comfort, though the support here is amazing.
Who here is still alive because of hope?
I have considered giving up on life, and it will get worse before it will get better, however, I think the time will come pretty soon where I won't have to browse this forum any more for comfort, though the support here is amazing.
Who here is still alive because of hope?
