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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

Experienced
Nov 24, 2019
252
I was forced drugged for years against my will.
Those clowns had no idea what they were doing and would get annoyed every time I questioned them.

Sorry they destroyed your life.
I guess money was more important to them then you were.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Well, I was in emergency department due to side effects. I had akathisia and dystonia, that's a pure hell. You cannot sit on the spot, you cannot eat, you cannot lay to bed, sleep, you are shaking and your muscles are stiff. And the feeling of fire blazing in the chest.
And another time I had severe depression due to medication, that's why I stopped and do not take again.
 
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Lost.

Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
I was forced drugged for years against my will.
Those clowns had no idea what they were doing and would get annoyed every time I questioned them.

Sorry they destroyed your life.
I guess money was more important to them then you were.
I am so sorry you were forced :(
I was forced too
They know exactly what they do. They are sadistic narcisoid psychopaths, and they recive comission or gifts from big pharma to push neurotoxic drugs.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
@Cobalt.blue The worst thing is that they never tell about side effects. I did a bad mistake I did not read about possible side effects, I would be able to explain that to doctors and would get meds instantly, not on day 3...
 
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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

Experienced
Nov 24, 2019
252
I am so sorry you were forced :(
I was forced too
They know exactly what they do. They are sadistic psychopaths, and they recived comission or gifts from big pharma to push neurotoxic drugs.
Yeah I used to think they were just incompetent but now I think about it they genuinely seemed to enjoy the power they had over me.
Makes me so angry.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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I think you can include me in this
 
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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

Experienced
Nov 24, 2019
252
Yeah I used to think they were just incompetent but now I think about it they genuinely seemed to enjoy the power they had over me.
Makes me so angry.
I am also very sorry to hear that you were forced as well.
Being made to feel so helpless is the worst feeling in the world.
I feel for you.
My life was ruined by psych meds and a shitty dr, the asshole then changed his notes to cover it up, I'm not goddamned kidding either. Drs, hospitals etc ALWAYS try to cover this shit up ALWAYS!!!
Peace/hugs
I'm sorry those idiots screwed your life up.
 
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Lost.

Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
@Cobalt.blue The worst thing is that they never tell about side effects. I did a bad mistake I did not read about possible side effects, I would be able to explain that to doctors and would get meds instantly, not on day 3...
They never tell side effects especialy permanent aftermaths.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
@Cobalt.blue There are some users which have permanent damage, impossible to live with... And medics cannot do anything about that...
 
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Lost.

Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
I am also very sorry to hear that you were forced as well.
Being made to feel so helpless is the worst feeling in the world.
I feel for you.

I'm sorry those idiots screwed your life up.

It is sometimes hard to accept they know what they do and that you are their victim. But it is true they know. I had a bad trauma from psych ward which made me suicidal. But new damage happened (torecan injection on which i was forced indirectly too, which made my simptoms worse 1000 times) and since than i havent been suicidal about psych ward trauma. Idk is it because of emotional numbness or my new damage occupated me. But since psych ward trauma i have had nightmares someone forced me to injection or pills or i was locked at psych ward, and wake up scared. Nightmares even have been here after torecan damage.
@Cobalt.blue There are some users which have permanent damage, impossible to live with... And medics cannot do anything about that...
I am here because of my toxic brain injury. Every day i am suicidal because of it.
 
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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

Experienced
Nov 24, 2019
252
It is sometimes hard to accept they know what they do and that you are their victim But it is true they know. I had a bad trauma from psych ward which made me suicidal. But new damage happened (torecan injection on which i was forced indirectly too, which made my simptoms worse 1000 times) and since than i have been suicidal about psych ward trauma. Idk is it because of emotional numbness or my new damage occupated me. But since that trauma i have had nightmares someone forced me to injection or pills or i was locked at psych ward, and wake up scared. Nightmares even have been here after torecan damage.
That sounds terrible!
 
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jrums

jrums

Student
Apr 14, 2019
134
I know you from facebook and pssd forum which havent worked recently. I know your story :( :( :( i can relate your symptoms. I am at simmilar shit.

Yes I know your story too. So sorry we are going through this.
 
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Dystopic_Momento

Dystopic_Momento

Member
Dec 8, 2019
87
I'm just curious and looking to have a discussion on this topic and see what others have to say about this.

I was pharma harmed and that's what brought me here.

I completely trusted doctors in the beginning, and it's not just psychiatric medications that screw you up, regular doctors do it too. I've had 3 sheets worth of medications altogether for various problems over a timespan of 13 years. Many of them are psychiatric drugs, because they'll try one, then another, then another then another. Each with their own side effects, and if you complain, they're going to be doubling that dose and telling you that "everything has side effects, even aspirin" and not to read the side effects or I'll cause a nocebo effect. Heck, sometimes my side effects didn't show up on the list of possibles until a few years have gone by. New drugs are pushed harder, and old drugs don't pay doctors as well to prescribe them.

Unfortunately, the side effects then cause non-psychiatric problems that need their own medications. They degrade your bones and joints, screw up your vision in serious permanent ways, cause muscle twitches, on and on.

Then when they don't work, they decide they must have diagnosed you wrong and try other medications that also don't work and have terrible side effects. Never guess the drugs might not actually work. Used to have to catch rides with other people to get to my appointments, and heard all sorts of people say "just pretend you're taking them, that's what I do. You've got to play the game". Didn't. Now living with the permanent consequences.

Don't take the drugs because they're horrible? You're "not complying" or "must not actually have a disability" or "would be cured if you took them". That means if you're disabled from your conditions (some of which are from past effects of taking other meds) and need social security to live in any sort of home, they can actively enforce drugs while saying to your face, "You have a choice..." (a choice between going homeless and dying on the street or taking whatever drug they force you on next).

If you take it in spite of side effects, even that's not a safety factor. You can end up with something like Xanax prescribed for years (or how about the people who took their pain meds?) and then you're treated like a druggie, even though you take it as directed and always have.

And some states decide if you're not taking drugs for a thing, the problem doesn't exist so they'll refuse non drug treatment and remove the diagnosis. They make you turn in your personal private information and even then may turn you down.

Once you've been hurt badly enough and try to stop, Social security pushes drugs, medicaid pushes drugs, and medicaid doctors push drugs. I'd love to know if it's because the billionaire owners of big press and politicians have stock in this stuff.

And as someone who has both seizures and a TBI, neurologists are often faking "science" that's actually guesswork, too. They can tell you how much blood-flow goes to certain parts of the brain if they bother to check, and whether or not you've got spots where brain should be and aren't -- if they want to. Hey, maybe you'll get to see some of the brain damage caused by other drugs? Two doctors can look at the same exact Cat scan, MRI or EEG and have completely different takes on it. That's too subjective to be hard science. They can see the brain damage, but have no idea what that causes. They'll even say the brain will rewire around the damage and dismiss symptoms related directly to the part of the brain damaged.

Often neurologist's correlation/causation needs a little tweaking. Some happy people have more serotonin in their bloodstream? Put more of that in people and damn the consequences!

Just the history of pharmaceutical companies is awful how they use their funding to change the DSM (as do political groups and other lobbyists/special interests) but it keeps going. Mengele was paid by pharmaceutical companies to do his awful stuff. How about how they stopped doing lobotomies because they called drugs "chemical lobotomies" and sold them as more palatable to the public than the surgery?

Thank you for this thread.

I suspect this is also behind why so many people don't believe in booster shots. When you've been hurt to this degree, or seen others hurt this badly, had doctors "doctor" records, been involved in it or had a relative or friend talk about it as a nurse witnessing it (and hushing up), and the third leading cause of death in the US are medical mistakes, is it really a mystery why people aren't trusting the profession?
Medications saved me.

I'm surprised, but pleasantly so. I was starting to believe pharma only hurt everyone.

Thank you for posting.
 
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enjoy

enjoy

Creature
Dec 20, 2019
337
urgh, this scares me. i'm going on medication for the first time ever in march and i don't want to get withdrawals. anyone know if it's a rare occurrence or not?
 
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Lost.

Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
No but you should reduce your dosage for 10% of previous dosage, and tapering off on that way. It is safe way. Some people tapering for 5% of previous dosage. Find the website Surving antidepressants or facebook withdrawal groups.
urgh, this scares me. i'm going on medication for the first time ever in march and i don't want to get withdrawals. anyone know if it's a rare occurrence or not?
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
I had anti-psychotics forced on me and they cured my schizophrenia.
 
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Scooby-Doo

Scooby-Doo

Student
Oct 10, 2019
133
I was put on antipsychotic medication and after 3 rd week on them, my anxiety increased my neck went stiff and I was agitated. Tried all the others and they did exactly same to me. Once I was at work and it was horrendous. I'm hoping they can't force me to take them. Just started on sertraline, just think they can't make me any worse and these are antidepressants.
 
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needtogo

Member
Jan 9, 2020
86
My life was ruined by them. Had such promise and was so happy. Remeron seemed to work fine honestly was on it for about a year. Couldn't really get hard. Ask doc for help, they tell me to switch to Lexapro. This completely numbed me sexually, and took 6 weeks for it to come back just as awful pain. I'm in hell. I loved life before this shit man.
 
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Lost.

Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
I was put on antipsychotic medication and after 3 rd week on them, my anxiety increased my neck went stiff and I was agitated. Tried all the others and they did exactly same to me. Once I was at work and it was horrendous. I'm hoping they can't force me to take them. Just started on sertraline, just think they can't make me any worse and these are antidepressants.
Sertralne is danger. You can got permanent sexual dysfuction (google PSSD, be aware all kind of antidepressants and antipsychotics can cause permanet sexual dysfuction not only SSRI/SNRI antidepressants), permanent emotional numbness and cognitive impairment.
My life was ruined by them. Had such promise and was so happy. Remeron seemed to work fine honestly was on it for about a year. Couldn't really get hard. Ask doc for help, they tell me to switch to Lexapro. This completely numbed me sexually, and took 6 weeks for it to come back just as awful pain. I'm in hell. I loved life before this shit man.

Lexapro is one of worst antidepressants. I was suicidal a lot because of sexual dysfuction and emotional numbness from psych drugs, but i was surving somehow and i would sirvive, then i got horible emotional numbness and disconection that i cant regret about my sexuality and my emotions, i cant remeber it, it has been since the last worsening and the last worsening led me to this forum, i have been closer suicide than ever although my mind are pretty numb.
 
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Dystopic_Momento

Dystopic_Momento

Member
Dec 8, 2019
87
I had anti-psychotics forced on me and they cured my schizophrenia.

Wow! Completely cured? I didn't even think that was possible. I've known so many people who've been forced on drugs and it only hurt them, even two cases is surprising.

I saw youtube film on what it was like to live with Schizophrenia and it was so hellish. I'm glad you're not suffering from that anymore.
 
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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
"These doctors don't know what they're doing, they're just guessing."

You are 100% right on the money...Big Pharma money that these Dr.'s are slaves to for their own financial gain.
The bloodlines behind building & maintaining Big Pharma are actually full of depraved criminals if you were to look into them. There's nothing caring or loving about them.
 
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Dystopic_Momento

Dystopic_Momento

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Dec 8, 2019
87
The bloodlines behind building & maintaining Big Pharma are actually full of depraved criminals if you were to look into them. There's nothing caring or loving about them.

Just recently learned that Bayer was paying Mengela and that without pharma companies, Hitler may not have raised to power. (one of many sources: https://www.warhistoryonline.com/wa...r-bought-concentration-camp-victims-wwii.html another https://ahrp.org/auschwitz60-year-anniversary-the-role-of-ig-farben-bayer/ ).
 
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the_inbetween

Member
Jan 22, 2020
50
I let myself be put on seroquel for supposed bipolar disorder. For two years it was hell. Feeling a lot better now, on a different antipsychotic, risperidone which is not bad because my paranoia was unbearable. But seroquel made me real dumb as hell. I am dumber than before I started but feel mostly apathetic toward it now.
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
Wow! Completely cured? I didn't even think that was possible. I've known so many people who've been forced on drugs and it only hurt them, even two cases is surprising.

I saw youtube film on what it was like to live with Schizophrenia and it was so hellish. I'm glad you're not suffering from that anymore.
Thanks, yes I was forced on meds after coming close to starving myself to death due to schizophrenic delusions. After about 6 weeks on paliperidone depot i started eating again and after a few months my delusions disapperared completely. Schizophrenia is one of the most if not the most severe mental health illnesses yes. Looking back it's hard for me to understand why I believed my delusions.
 
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camille

camille

Member
Dec 7, 2018
31
My family did labeled me insane with psychiatrist and drugged me for years, destroyed my health, diminished my will.

I am just feminin, gender non conforming individual, boy2girl, with a feminin sensual aura. They wanted to incline me that I had been raped as small boy but thatis not true... Psychiatrist did project their evil on me. They did feel their inferiority. I never had psychosis or any confusion, was just sad and wanted to run away from violent home as many transgenders do.

Evil as it is against youth, sexuality and the innocence.

Against life.

My health and looks now destroyed...( I was going to do modelling before). No way or help in recovering. They took all my resources away.

That is the reason I am here, cause I don't see other way and want to keep my dignity at least by having a last will.
 
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Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
Thanks, yes I was forced on meds after coming close to starving myself to death due to schizophrenic delusions. After about 6 weeks on paliperidone depot i started eating again and after a few months my delusions disapperared completely. Schizophrenia is one of the most if not the most severe mental health illnesses yes. Looking back it's hard for me to understand why I believed my delusions.

Were you on any meds when you developed delusions?
 
terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
Were you on any meds when you developed delusions?
No. My delusions started in 2010 and i refused any meds. My schizophrenia/delusions got slowly progressively worse till 2017 when i was eventually forced on meds. It took a few months on meds for my delusions to clear completely and i'm symptom free today.
 
Grandexit

Grandexit

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
200
What other class of drugs can they guestamate which one/ how much? No blood tests, no cat scans/ mri. Not one shred of biological data that this pill is what your body needs. What other medication can the just double the dose on a whim? You cant even recommend to take 4 Tylenol if 2 don't work. They would never just randomly switch you from antibiotic to antibiotic without blood tests or cultures. Hell, there's even stricter guidelines on not doubling up on vitamins.
 
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Dark days

Dark days

Seeking peace
Feb 11, 2020
57
I've never been the same since being experimented on with various meds and combinations. Horrific side effects. Wondering if damage is reversible?
 
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