who here is a teenager and/or lives with their parents?

[Jean Améry]

I live with my mother but I dont plan to CTB till she dies. But if I were to leave her behind I would give her a bottle of N or SN so she would have a way out if the pain of losing a child becomes unbearable.

That you want to stay alive for your mother is a highly altruistic decision which I find commendable.

 

[Chalken]

CTB in the park? Sounds nice, but what's your method?

Hanging, most likely partial.

 

[dolphin]

I am crying every night because of my mom :( I hate that I am in this position.

 

[sunny.sativa]

I've come to that realization as well. There's nothing wrong with defeat. We're only mortal humans, and death and decline is just a natural part of this earthly life unfortunately. It's inevitable, and I'm right there with you.

I did genuinely love my life at one point though, and I still love this creation. Despite all the death and suffering that it is currently cursed by, I still find it beautiful. That's why I put my faith in Jesus, so that I may have that again one day, permanently.

I love your words here. Nicely put.

 

[Taylor]

I love your words here. Nicely put.

Thank you.

 

[21Neberg]

Hanging, most likely partial.

I don't know what park you're planning to hide yourself at but aren't you taking a great risk of being found / traumatizing some passerby kid?

 

[Escaper Boy]

I am 27 and I still live with my mother. Because I'm asian and also the first son in the family, no one is expecting me to move out from the house, not even after I get married. It's just the culture here. I am "destined" to live with my parents until they die.

Too bad, nobody knows I'm gay and suicidal. I'm somewhat a black sheep in the family due to my lack of financial success. I don't think they're going to mourn my death after I ctb. More like, the would feel pissed off for having to spend expensive money for my funeral. They would think I'm a useless son who only caused trouble.

 

[Chalken]

I don't know what park you're planning to hide yourself at but aren't you taking a great risk of being found / traumatizing some passerby kid?

There is a remote place where I won't be seen. I either traumatize my parents even harder by killing myself at home, or some random passer-by. I really don't care anymore, I didn't ask for this.

 

[21Neberg]

There is a remote place where I won't be seen. I either traumatize my parents even harder by killing myself at home, or some random passer-by. I really don't care anymore, I didn't ask for this.

I understand. I wasn't sure about the park at first because all the parks in my area are filled with children and don't exactly have a secluded place to CTB lol

 

[dolphin]

I'm 24 years old and I live with my mother but that's one of the reasons why I'm gonna do it in a hotel. No need to be a burden.

Yep ;( I keep thinking about the moment she is going to find out though.

 

[Dartz]

Not a teenager but still live with my parents unfortunately, fucking hate it

 

[Alec]

Not a teenager but still live with my parents unfortunately, fucking hate it

Same, I can't take it

 

[Dartz]

Same, I can't take it

I'm 22 and it's grim as fuck.

 

[bitterness]

my parents dont give a shit about me lol. i feel really bad for people with caring families, it makes it even harder to leave. that must be so shitty
honestly the only person im living for is my little brother, who's 11. i need to get him to a safe home and make sure hes strong before i try anything