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Bad Ending

Bad Ending

Anhedonia and PSSD sufferer
Mar 16, 2025
81
I'm hopefully Leaving in a few years if I don't recover my health
 
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Kbeau

Specialist
Jan 17, 2021
331
Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.
What's your method if you don't mind sharing?
 
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Freefrompain

Member
Apr 9, 2025
52
I sometimes wish I had someone to leave with me…………
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
466
I was planning on leaving end of March, but I agreed to stay 4 more weeks. I'm currently looking after a cat but she is up for adoption after she is desexed on 7th May. I'm planning on spending time with family over Easter break. I'll be gone by the end of this year.
 
Stan Swiftie

Stan Swiftie

Student
Apr 3, 2025
102
I own my 3-bedroom house & my vehicle
I have a FT job I actually like, that doesn't pay a lot, but I'm able to save some money every month
I still have both parents, who are the only ones in the world who love me
I have 2 cats, who I love, and are the closest things I'll ever have to children
My life really isn't that bad
But it's lonely
And it's empty
It has been for over 22 1/2 years, since my ex-wife divorced me after a brief marriage
The truth is... All I ever wanted in life was true love
God gave me 1 chance... And I failed miserably
I was a horrible husband
I've been forever alone & miserable in my pointless pathetic existence since
And I deserve it
Not only do I not deserve love
My standards are so insane, the woman I want does not & will never exist... God never created her
And if she did... She'd deserve much better than the cancer that I am
Do I end my existence because I'm lonely & empty?
Or do I end it because I'm a worthless piece of shit?
Or... Do I drag my pathetic ass through my pointless pathetic existence, and continue praying to an unloving, uncaring, unmerciful God for death?
I don't know
 
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HarryCobean

Student
Apr 12, 2024
111
If OFCOM bans this site in the UK, that's my cue.
 
polarcrow_

polarcrow_

Member
Mar 11, 2025
22
hopefully leaving by the end of the year. My SN is on the way so as long as that clears customs I'll be good. I wish I could have CTB before my birthday but unfortunately my SN definitely won't be here by the 19th which is upsetting.
 
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timechained

Student
Apr 15, 2025
179
Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.
How do I contact you there's no PM link?
Would 30 iron and 20 paracetamol tablets be a good calculation? O.D. is my back up plan.
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
229
Leaving before my bday I can't stand it
 
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dimgobaith

Student
Jun 17, 2024
118
I was going to leave last week. Now I'm not sure when
 
ToANewWorld

ToANewWorld

Rarity
Apr 16, 2025
70
Not yet. Before I decide I need to have my ctb method ready to go. It's weird but I want to have to have the power of staying or leaving in my hands.

Then I can rationaly decide what to do.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,408
Leaving. Why would I want to stay another minute in this hell?
 
jifscrater

jifscrater

Member
Apr 17, 2025
26
leaving tomorrow. my time has arrived, i will be singing with angles my tomorrow night hopefully. <3
 
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Bad Ending

Bad Ending

Anhedonia and PSSD sufferer
Mar 16, 2025
81
Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.

Could you PM me about your KN protocol please? Please I am exhausted
 
sadsoni

sadsoni

will you hold me and stop me from shaking?
Feb 28, 2025
73
Been leaving for years but failed several attempts. Now working on a peaceful method. So yeah.
 
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apict

apict

Member
May 4, 2025
33
I own my 3-bedroom house & my vehicle
I have a FT job I actually like, that doesn't pay a lot, but I'm able to save some money every month
I still have both parents, who are the only ones in the world who love me
I have 2 cats, who I love, and are the closest things I'll ever have to children
My life really isn't that bad
But it's lonely
And it's empty
It has been for over 22 1/2 years, since my ex-wife divorced me after a brief marriage
The truth is... All I ever wanted in life was true love
God gave me 1 chance... And I failed miserably
I was a horrible husband
I've been forever alone & miserable in my pointless pathetic existence since
And I deserve it
Not only do I not deserve love
My standards are so insane, the woman I want does not & will never exist... God never created her
And if she did... She'd deserve much better than the cancer that I am
Do I end my existence because I'm lonely & empty?
Or do I end it because I'm a worthless piece of shit?
Or... Do I drag my pathetic ass through my pointless pathetic existence, and continue praying to an unloving, uncaring, unmerciful God for death?
I don't know
You may be a pathetic ass (I can relate). But you are NOT worthless and you DO deserve love. It's just that in our ignorant 3D reality we tend to forget/ignore/deny our connection to love.
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
462
Leaving, but I can't say exactly when yet
 
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CanIStopTryingNow

CanIStopTryingNow

Member
Oct 15, 2023
57
Staying, for now. To be reevaluated frequently.
 
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maneose

maneose

天天天国地獄国
Sep 10, 2023
142
staying, don't have the effort to ensure my family has an easier way of dealing with the loss. too lazy to try to get SN or a gun. and feel bad for randomly disappearing on my online friends if i ever did it.
will probably continue to harm my body to handle the pain, but it's better than getting on the bus.
 
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