- Jun 1, 2020
Legit worst time of the year. All the pressure to buy things - I lost my job because of the fucked up lockdowns, the pressure to go to events with people I despise. Do this, do that. You have to act a certain way. You have to take happiness and if you can't, you've ruined it for everyone There is such a big build up all for what? Because we are told by society we should all act a certain way towards the end of the year? If I make it to xmas, I reckon I'll have another panic attack and breakdown and have to make up an excuse not to go to family gatherings and instead spend the day in bed by myself planning my suicide again.