Who else is desparate to ctb

[inneedrelief]

Who else is desperate and wants a method already

 

[gardenhouse]

Me

 

[silentroom123]

My method is full suspension hanging but I'm desperate for everything to line up so I can go through with it.

 

[Kanau_Nano]

I really wish i could ctb rn. But I'm trapped for now

 

[nendn]

Eventually full hanging or continuing not to eat and drink

hope to ctb max 30 April
so no more hassle while my strength continues to wane

 

[asymptoteofidealism]

I'm desperate but I have a method. I'm researching other methods since my ideal method is quite difficult to carry out to the end.

 

[chaotic_crow]

I am too, can't do this shit anymore. I'm gonna try yew poisoning soon but I wish I could get my hands on SN sounds like a smoother and quicker method

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I am too, can't do this shit anymore. I'm gonna try yew poisoning soon but I wish I could get my hands on SN sounds like a smoother and quicker method

There were posts here a few months ago about failed attempts with yew. They didn't sound very encouraging.

 

[chaotic_crow]

There were posts here a few months ago about failed attempts with yew. They didn't sound very encouraging.

I read through them, the one posting them wasn't taking anywhere near enough to be fatal. She was taking max 30g usually less and the average lethal dose is 50g but I'm a lil chunky so I'm planning on upping that a bit

 

[Yeao]

Me but Im too of a coward to do any of the methods or acquiring the tools.. If I had a gun on me I wouldve done it long ago.

 

[lateblossom99]

od have to work or im fucked
od have to work or im fucked

 

[coolcow1289]

I'm desperate to not be in pain. I project that onto CTB because it's the only way I see that happening in my current state.

 

[FuneralCry]

I always am, all I want is to be permanently free from the terrible suffering and torture of existing and I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake that only ever causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

To me denying peaceful death will always be such terrible extreme cruelty, there's just so much cruelty in how we exist in this world where the suffering and torture of this existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured. The peace of non-existence is all I want, I just want to be free from the terrible torture of existing, for me non-existence would be all that's positive, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased, it's so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all, all that imposing existence does is just cause so much torture and suffering.

 

[gardenhouse]

I'm desperate but I have a method. I'm researching other methods since my ideal method is quite difficult to carry out to the end.

What's your ideal method?

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Me, my method is probably partial or full suspension hanging, I just need to buy the rope and find a spot

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm desperate to use the method I do have- (expired) SN. But- I'm waiting for my Dad to go first. I do also feel desperate to have other backup methods set up- because I feel a great need to be successful on the first round of attempts. I can't seem to feel confident about other methods though.

 

[d4isy]

i'm insanely desperate rn. all i do is research potential drowning or hanging spots. i think i'll have to resort to plastic bag suffocation though. i wish i could just get N.

 

[inneedrelief]

i'm insanely desperate rn. all i do is research potential drowning or hanging spots. i think i'll have to resort to plastic bag suffocation though. i wish i could just get N.

I know right. I am thinking of drowning. I tried doing water blackout but I dont think I didnt it right. I was thinking like I wish there was a thing to make me faint underwater so I wouldnt feel the suffocation. What is plastic bag suffocation?

 

[inneedrelief]

my plan was to take a bunch of benzos and drink a lot of alcohol to at the very least make myself delirious enough to drown.

plastic bag suffocation: suffocating yourself by placing a plastic bag over your head. it's awful though (if you're sober). the air hunger becomes unbearable and you can't help but tear the bag off.

Bag suffocation would be difficult

 

[cheesedout]

That's me 100%. Not strong enough for any method except gun or SN, and I can't get my hands on either Tried hanging too, but I think there's something wrong with my knot-tying skills lol. Wish there was just a button you could press and instantly CTB, instead of it all being so complicated

 

[inneedrelief]

That's me 100%. Not strong enough for any method except gun or SN, and I can't get my hands on either Tried hanging too, but I think there's something wrong with my knot-tying skills lol. Wish there was just a button you could press and instantly CTB, instead of it all being so complicated

Have you considered partner ctb? Where are you from if you dont mind me asking

 

[cheesedout]

Have you considered partner ctb? Where are you from if you dont mind me asking

West Coast, baybeeee. Having a partner would probably make things easier, but I've never looked; it just seems like kind of a crapshoot to find someone willing to make a suicide pact, or like it could go wrong somehow, I guess. Not against the idea, though.

 

[d4isy]

Bag suffocation would be difficult

yeah it would but it's pretty much my only option rn

 

[asymptoteofidealism]

What's your ideal method?

Cutting the carotid artery. So practically, cutting the throat, but I want to be precise and coordinated so I cut as little else as possible. Drowning on your blood with your last breaths seems like a pretty horrible way to go.

 

[amber0011]

West Coast, baybeeee. Having a partner would probably make things easier, but I've never looked; it just seems like kind of a crapshoot to find someone willing to make a suicide pact, or like it could go wrong somehow, I guess. Not against the idea, though.

Please dm me. Im willing to come out west. I dont want to do this alone.

 

[rururiruru]

me but im a coward

 

[delinquentsandwich]

desperate but not ready
just want to be free

 

[gardenhouse]

Me i wanna be free but I'm afraid of pain