Who else is addicted to overdosing?

[Cockney_Rebel]

Prescriptions that are the most popular would be Oxycontin and maybe Dilaudid. Dilaudid is what you would be given through an IV if you were in the hospital after surgery if the morphine wasn't strong enough. I had hip replacement surgery last year and was given a dilaudid drip for pain management while I was stuck in a hospital bed recovering.

Thanks, buddy.

 

[gus.nixon]

If you're looking to ctb with opiates and have a reliable source, I would probably go with fentanyl. It's estimated that fentanyl is about 100 times stronger than morphine so overdose is easily possible.

 

[Cockney_Rebel]

If you're looking to ctb with opiates and have a reliable source, I would probably go with fentanyl. It's estimated that fentanyl is about 100 times stronger than morphine so overdose is easily possible.

I've seen a few YouTube videos on fentanyl, and how heroin users are accidentally ODing on it.

I wouldn't have a clue where to get it?

I should explore the dark web, I think.

Are you planning on CTB?

 

[gus.nixon]

Are you planning on CTB?

Nah I was looking for Myspace and accidentally typed the wrong url.


I'm sorry that might have come across as mean. I think about ctb every day but there's also a part of me that would love to find a way out of my misery that doesn't require such a drastic decision. I feel like I'm running out of ideas though. I couldn't resist the opportunity to be snarky

 

[Octavina]

I od everweek
On dypgenhydramine
Promithobe
Zopiclone
Lorazepam I mix with alcohol because I love the feeling of it I know it won't kill me o just do it for fun. How does it feel taking that much OP? I'm in psych unit right now so hiding my phone
I also mix cider or vodka to make the potency stronger so I blackout longer, which I love

 

[Cockney_Rebel]

I od everweek
On dypgenhydramine
Promithobe
Zopiclone
Lorazepam I mix with alcohol because I love the feeling of it I know it won't kill me o just do it for fun. How does it feel taking that much OP? I'm in psych unit right now so hiding my phone
I also mix cider or vodka to make the potency stronger so I blackout longer, which I love

Hello Octavina,

Well one minute you're conscious, then you don't remember anything.

I had landed on a psych ward as an informal patient, and I don't even remember anything.

I never voluntarily go onto a psych ward, so they always section me. Thus, I'm surprised I "agreed" to go in as informal.

I believe it never killed me because I was sober. If I'd have had a good drink beforehand, the outcome may well have been very different.

Good luck on your own journey.

 

[Cockney_Rebel]

At the hospital.

Taken another overdose.

48 paracetamol.

 

[suicidesheep31]

@Cockney_Rebel
Are you ok?

 

[Cockney_Rebel]

@Cockney_Rebel
Are you ok?

Starting to feel like shit.

They're putting me on the NAC treatment.

Thanks for asking.

 

[bad luck]

Alcohol overdose. My record is 3.94 grams per liter of blood

 

[suicidesheep31]

Thanks for asking.

You are welcome. Take care

 

[Nigh]

Wow, addicted to overdosing. You're the opposite of me; the more I do it the less I want to do it. I hate the feeling you get in your stomach after overdosing. I hate the taste of all those pills as they go down and I hate the aftertaste. I also hate how long it can take to ctb on them. I hate how unpredictable an od can be also. I only do it because I find other suicide methods hard.

 

[Cockney_Rebel]

You are welcome. Take care

Thank you, my friend ...

 

[lostchild]

Can some people stand the feeling of nausea? Can't stand it for a second. Lowest nausea tolerance of all time, feels like hell and dying and the worst feeling imaginable and would rather just die.

(Would rather just die than do alot of things but still)

Tried overdosing once. Intention wasnt to overdose. Took a bunch of random shit from the house like melatonin and nyquil and anxiety pills whatever they are called and advil and that weird oil stuff you put under your tongue (I didnt know it cost 60 dollars) and took a bunch of it all.

Thought all that combined would minimize the PAIN and FEAR and make the self sleepy and calm so it could successfully fall off a balcony without being too scared to do it. Is that weird? Not smart. Don't know a thing about drugs really. Also scared of getting sick, so did it to prevent the self from backing out at the last second.

But kept getting scared. Balanced on the balcony railing for what felt like 30 minutes. Then got really sleepy and decided that a bed sounds really relaxing. Woke up vomiting red (from the nyquil) like 10 times and also uncontrollably defecating. Smelled like alcohol. Really bad. Didnt go to the hospital though. That's the experiencing with overdosing. Experience that again? No, painful and bad and gross.

Also the smells of nyquil and oils make nausea now.

 

[zenn7]

If you're looking to ctb with opiates and have a reliable source, I would probably go with fentanyl. It's estimated that fentanyl is about 100 times stronger than morphine so overdose is easily possible.

My plan is to get very drunk and swallow a whole tab after I have the noose around my neck. Will I risk vomiting with a whole tab of fentanyl?