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007Bob

007Bob

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May 31, 2024
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I'm trying to find the most peaceful way to CTB.

I was initially going with the DDMP method. I thought I would CTB last Friday but I wasn't at ease with the amount of pills to be swallowed (>900). And I postponed my CTB attempt until I find a better plan. I had already pulverized all the pills for the DDMP method and ended up with 2 glass jars, one with 100mg Digoxin pills and another one with 1gm Diazepam, 15g Morphine and 2gm Propranolol. I am wondering now if I can reuse part of these to come up with a a new CTB method.

I also met someone who's going to CTB with the SN method and that made me think. I did research on the SN method and I came up with 2 versions: Option #1 and Option #2.

Here are the potential meds used in each option:

……………….
OPTION #1
……………...

AEs: Metoclopramide
1st Drink: 25gm SN + 0.8gm Propranolol
2nd Drink: 0.6gm Oxazepam
…………….…
OPTION #2
……………....

AEs: Metoclopramide, Ondansetron
1st Drink: 25gm SN
2nd Drink: 0.5gm Diazepam + 7.5gm Morphine SR + 1gm Propranolol

Until a few hours ago, I could only access Option #1 because I didn't have access to Ondansetron. I just found an online pharmacy that sells Ondansetron. So I basically now have access to 2 SN options to CTB. Can you help me with the pros and cons of each method? I want to make sure that I choose the right SN Protocol to have a Peaceful Death. Can you please share your suggestions, ideas and feedback?

Option #1 is close to what's highlighted in the Peacefull Pill Handbook. It's tried and verified method.

In Option #2, I tried to come up with an SN protocol that Maximizes Peacefulness to be as close as possible to MAiD (Medical Aid in Dying) standards (such as DDMP, DDMA and DDMAPh) - but it comes from my creative mind. Option #2 also has 7.5gm Morphine SR: is it necessary? What would be the impact of including 7.5gm of Morphine SR? What do you think of the change of AEs to include Ondansetron? What are your thoughts and suggestions on these 2 options? I am open to come up with a third option that would be the best of all. Thank you in advance to your help on this🙏

* Note that the MAiD (Medical Aid in Dying) protocols such as DDMP calls for 15gm of Morphine.

DETAILS BEHIND OPTION #1 & OPTION #2
……………….
OPTION #1
……………...
Day 1

• 20:00
- 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Day 2
• 4:00
- 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
• 12:00
-1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
• 20:00
- 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Day 3
• No food on Day 3, only water
• 4:00
- 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
• 11:00
- Stop drinking water
• 12:00
- 1 X 1000mg of Paracetamol
• 12:20
- 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide
• Wait 40 minutes
- During the wait time, dissolve 25gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50-100ml of plain water
- Prepare a second 25gm SN drink (in case vomiting happens)
- Pulverize 20x30mg tablets of Oxazepam (Benzos)
- Pulverize 0.8gm of Propranolol tablets
- Mix Oxazepam tablets with enough water until a drinkable solution is created
- Mix Propranolol in SN drink
• 13:00
- Drink SN + Propranolol in water
- Drink Oxazepam in water
• Lay back

…………….…
OPTION #2
……………....
Day 1

• 00:00
- 1 X 8mg Ondansetron
Day 2
• 12:00
- 1 X 8mg Ondansetron
• 00:00
- 1 X 8mg Ondansetron
Day 3
• No food on Day 3, only water
• 11:00
- Stop drinking water
- 1 X 8mg Ondansetron
• 12:00
- 1 X 1000mg of Paracetamol
• 12:20
- 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide
• Wait 40 minutes
- During the wait time, dissolve 25gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50-100ml of plain water
- Prepare a 2nd 25gm SN drink (in case vomiting happens)
- Pulverize 0.5gm Diazepam + 7.5gm Morphine SR + 1gm Propranolol (Mixture)
- Mix pulverized tablets with enough water until a drinkable solution is created
• 13:00
- Drink SN in water
- Drink Mixture in water
- Lay back
 
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Nettles

Nettles

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May 8, 2024
43
You're creative 😉 I'd go for the simpler alternative, 1🙏
 
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