I just read an interview with a philosopher that said his brother Was responsible to spread the genes of their family.
Personally, I hope very much my sister won't have children. I know she wants them but please don't do this to the kids. Our family is full of traumata mixed with horrible genes and I might kill myself. Personally, the best thing that I did in my life was not to procreate. And to stop this circle of extreme suffering. Life is a ponzi scheme and we ain't winning it.
Honestly, if I impregnated a woman I would not know what to do. I had sexual experiences only with one woman thus far. And holy shit she mentioned sleeping with her without condoms. We didn't have intercourse eventually I didn't want to pressure her. She wanted to have children so badly but holy shit she would have been such an abusive mother. Never in my life would I have been able to forgive me for what I have done to force a child to live under such disastrous conditions. Moreover, if you are a parent suicide is even more difficult.
Recently, I read how much money one can get from a sperm donation. But it was in a different country maybe the US. It was a lot of money but only under certain condition. For example that your child will be able to meet you one day.
I cannot really imagine a realistic offer where I would be willed to donate sperms. I fear poverty a lot but I think no amount could really convince me. Maybe like 500 Billion Euros. I mean in this case I would give my child like 100 billion Euros and give a High amount to the parents under certain conditions if they treat it well for example.
But honestly I think money will be one reason why I commit suicide. But I think I would not even want to bring life into this world with my extremely horrible genes and traumatas not even for like 100 k Euros. Now to more absurd scenarios. What if I had no money to ctb and the sperm donation was the only way to earn money in order to kill myself. One might has to consider that not All sperm donation will bring new life into this world. It is more like Russia roulette in my case.
But what if you could have sex with a woman? :0
Yeah also this offer doesn't really convince me.
I think in most scenarios I would have an extreme guilty conscience for the rest of my life.
Personally, I hope very much my sister won't have children. I know she wants them but please don't do this to the kids. Our family is full of traumata mixed with horrible genes and I might kill myself. Personally, the best thing that I did in my life was not to procreate. And to stop this circle of extreme suffering. Life is a ponzi scheme and we ain't winning it.
Honestly, if I impregnated a woman I would not know what to do. I had sexual experiences only with one woman thus far. And holy shit she mentioned sleeping with her without condoms. We didn't have intercourse eventually I didn't want to pressure her. She wanted to have children so badly but holy shit she would have been such an abusive mother. Never in my life would I have been able to forgive me for what I have done to force a child to live under such disastrous conditions. Moreover, if you are a parent suicide is even more difficult.
Recently, I read how much money one can get from a sperm donation. But it was in a different country maybe the US. It was a lot of money but only under certain condition. For example that your child will be able to meet you one day.
I cannot really imagine a realistic offer where I would be willed to donate sperms. I fear poverty a lot but I think no amount could really convince me. Maybe like 500 Billion Euros. I mean in this case I would give my child like 100 billion Euros and give a High amount to the parents under certain conditions if they treat it well for example.
But honestly I think money will be one reason why I commit suicide. But I think I would not even want to bring life into this world with my extremely horrible genes and traumatas not even for like 100 k Euros. Now to more absurd scenarios. What if I had no money to ctb and the sperm donation was the only way to earn money in order to kill myself. One might has to consider that not All sperm donation will bring new life into this world. It is more like Russia roulette in my case.
But what if you could have sex with a woman? :0
Yeah also this offer doesn't really convince me.
I think in most scenarios I would have an extreme guilty conscience for the rest of my life.
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