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moonleftdensetsu

moonleftdensetsu

Member
Apr 25, 2025
22
I live in a big city with almost no nature so jumping is not really an option and i dont live alone so i dont really wanna hang myself or take meds at home what should i do
 
U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,601
Judging from this and your past posts, it doesn't seem like you have a lot of flexibility in this situation. How old are you?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,127
I really wish there's a straightforward, guaranteed way to just cease existing, it feels so cruel to me how there isn't, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
I

ilovenewyork

Student
Nov 16, 2025
188
18 is very young to CTB. Why don't you try living a little first?
 

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