Help which method should i use tonight?

[rustinpeacepolaris]

okay so first of all, my 19th birthday is in a few days and i really don't want to live anymore, i still live with my parents because of the cost of living uprise. i've beem suicidal for nearly a decade and know i want to die. my two methods are:
tying two bags over my head, tying my hands together and taking sedatives, i'm okay with the discomfort.
hanging, i'm going to tie something heavy to one side of the door and tie myself to the otherside. only issue is i'm roughly 90kg and i'm worried it won't work amd my body will slap agaisnt the door while i die and i'll be found. any help would be awesome.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm very sorry that life brought you to this point. I wouldn't recommend the "plastic bags over the head" even with sedatives your SI will kick in when the CO2 concentration rises inside the bag, that will cause a lot of pain, don't try to do that. As for hanging theres a megathread here with lots of info

How to hang yourself

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Wishing you all the best!

 

[rustinpeacepolaris]

I'm very sorry that life brought you to this point. I wouldn't recommend the "plastic bags over the head" even with sedatives your SI will kick in when the CO2 concentration rises inside the bag, that will cause a lot of pain, don't try to do that. As for hanging theres a megathread here with lots of info

How to hang yourself

I just thought this information is better off here now, because the original source has been taken down. If this violates any rules or if the author doesn't want this information to be reproduced on other sites, the admins or mods are free to delete my thread. I hope you don't mind, this is very...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Wishing you all the best!

thank you <3
unfortunately ive read it time and time again yet i'm stlill confused