deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
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@throwaway123 seems very nice and is going through a hard time . ;-; :heart: :hug:
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
@woxihuanni :heart::hug::smiling: :happy: :)) :heart:
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
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@tidalwxves thanks mate, you seem very kind. I've seen how you support others on the forum and it's much appreciated
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
There's nowhere to go to escape the same cliquey bullshit and personal judgment as usual. All you can do is die.

I really wish this site didn't have an upvote system. But whatever. You take what you can get.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
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There's nowhere to go to escape the same cliquey bullshit and personal judgment as usual. All you can do is die.

I really wish this site didn't have an upvote system. But whatever. You take what you can get.
I can only speak for myself of course, but this site is the closest thing I've felt to belonging somewhere. And I'm trying to show others how much I appreicate them. It's not meant to be cliquey, even if it may come across that way.
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
Alright. I get it. I was only projecting my own lack of belonging. Whatever. No one's fault but my own.
But I see a hierarchy forming here and it must be an inescapable fact of human nature. Maybe I'm the only one who thinks this but it's exclusionary.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
1,635
Alright. I get it. I was only projecting my own lack of belonging. Whatever. No one's fault.
But you I see a hierarchy forming here and it must be an inescapable fact of human nature.
No, no, you're fine. I can see what you mean - but that's why I wanted to speak up. I worry that because I'm getting more involved I seem more fake and cliquey.
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
You personally don't but *it* does.
 
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PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
1,191
@CuddleHug <3 Thanks for being there for me
 
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Deleted member 4993

Guest
If I've forgotten some forgive me, I will add later my memory is not so good :hug:

@Isadeth
@deadgirlahsatan
@goblinsinmyhead
@death137
@Nessie
@Brick In The Wall
@Myforevercharlie
@Viro_Major
@_Minsk
@Weeping Garbage Can
@littlelady856
@Deafsn0w
@Circles
@RC90
@Mud.
@Stick
@StrokeMyEgoBaby
@BitterlyAlive
@sadworld
@Good4Nothing
@Huntfish34
@Meditation guide
@mahakali88
@angel-of-the-night
@Hasssssuùuu


:heart: and :hug: to everyone on the site
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Thank you much,. Appreciated ! ❤️
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

Visionary
Apr 2, 2020
2,404
If I've forgotten some forgive me, I will add later my memory is not so good :hug:

@Isadeth
@deadgirlahsatan
@goblinsinmyhead
@death137
@Nessie
@Brick In The Wall
@Myforevercharlie
@Viro_Major
@_Minsk
@Weeping Garbage Can
@littlelady856
@Deafsn0w
@Circles
@RC90
@Mud.
@Stick
@StrokeMyEgoBaby
@BitterlyAlive
@sadworld
@Good4Nothing
@Huntfish34
@Meditation guide
@mahakali88
@angel-of-the-night
@Hasssssuùuu


:heart: and :hug: to everyone on everyone on the site
Thank you.
 
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Isadeth

Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,538
If I've forgotten some forgive me, I will add later my memory is not so good :hug:

@Isadeth
@deadgirlahsatan
@goblinsinmyhead
@death137
@Nessie
@Brick In The Wall
@Myforevercharlie
@Viro_Major
@_Minsk
@Weeping Garbage Can
@littlelady856
@Deafsn0w
@Circles
@RC90
@Mud.
@Stick
@StrokeMyEgoBaby
@BitterlyAlive
@sadworld
@Good4Nothing
@Huntfish34
@Meditation guide
@mahakali88
@angel-of-the-night
@Hasssssuùuu


:heart: and :hug: to everyone on the site
You really are so sweet! You're awesome ♡ xoxo
 
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RC90

RC90

Experienced
Sep 13, 2020
297
If I've forgotten some forgive me, I will add later my memory is not so good :hug:

@Isadeth
@deadgirlahsatan
@goblinsinmyhead
@death137
@Nessie
@Brick In The Wall
@Myforevercharlie
@Viro_Major
@_Minsk
@Weeping Garbage Can
@littlelady856
@Deafsn0w
@Circles
@RC90
@Mud.
@Stick
@StrokeMyEgoBaby
@BitterlyAlive
@sadworld
@Good4Nothing
@Huntfish34
@Meditation guide
@mahakali88
@angel-of-the-night
@Hasssssuùuu


:heart: and :hug: to everyone on the site
Aewwww bless you!
@Passingby :heart:
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
If I've forgotten some forgive me, I will add later my memory is not so good :hug:

@Isadeth
@deadgirlahsatan
@goblinsinmyhead
@death137
@Nessie
@Brick In The Wall
@Myforevercharlie
@Viro_Major
@_Minsk
@Weeping Garbage Can
@littlelady856
@Deafsn0w
@Circles
@RC90
@Mud.
@Stick
@StrokeMyEgoBaby
@BitterlyAlive
@sadworld
@Good4Nothing
@Huntfish34
@Meditation guide
@mahakali88
@angel-of-the-night
@Hasssssuùuu


:heart: and :hug: to everyone on the site
Awwww *lick you and wag my tail* Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
 
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IBreathButNoMoreLive

IBreathButNoMoreLive

My Time Is Up
Aug 20, 2020
47
[QUOTE="Xocoyotziin, post: 876753,
There's nowhere to go to escape the same cliquey bullshit and personal judgment as usual. All you can do is die.

I really wish this site didn't have an upvote system. But whatever. You take what you can get.
[/QUOTE]
I understand what you were expressing but you need to realise that many people have been here a couple of years, or they are active members on the site & have developed friends here.
I don't intend to be here for years that makes no sense to me .... I think you just misunderstood the meaning behind the post thats all ... just IMO & & I'm a nobody on here :nomouth:
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,002
If I've forgotten some forgive me, I will add later my memory is not so good :hug:

@Isadeth
@deadgirlahsatan
@goblinsinmyhead
@death137
@Nessie
@Brick In The Wall
@Myforevercharlie
@Viro_Major
@_Minsk
@Weeping Garbage Can
@littlelady856
@Deafsn0w
@Circles
@RC90
@Mud.
@Stick
@StrokeMyEgoBaby
@BitterlyAlive
@sadworld
@Good4Nothing
@Huntfish34
@Meditation guide
@mahakali88
@angel-of-the-night
@Hasssssuùuu


:heart: and :hug: to everyone on the site
I like you very much as well!:heart:
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
But I see a hierarchy forming here and it must be an inescapable fact of human nature. Maybe I'm the only one who thinks this but it's exclusionary.

I get what you're saying. I don't belong anywhere. I am always a stranger in every situation.

And I'm trying to show others how much I appreicate them.

I also get what you are saying.


Subdivisions and hierarchies are fundamental in societies. I don't think I've ever heard of a group of people without some sort of hierarchy.

The sad part is that someone has to out, so others can be in, and someone has to be at the bottom, so others can be on top. I wish we lived in a better world where no one ever had to be left out or feel inferior. Alas...

Anyway, what I want to say is that, while I feel @Xocoyotziin 's words in my bones, I find there's value in complimenting other members you get to know and appreciate over time.

There are so many dark clouds on this forum, it's nice to let some sunshine in every now and then.
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
@IBreathButNoMoreLive
I get it. I wasn't trying to start shit, just had one of those vein bursting in head moments where you care about it for a second then it diffuses.
 
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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

Experienced
Nov 24, 2019
252
There are so many and so I will add more so please bare with me.
Off the top of my head I would say...

@Brick In The Wall in the wall for being able to make me laugh and having such good taste in music.
@BPD Barbie For just being a really kind and decent person and speaking up for me when someone made an insensitive comment.
Will add more soon.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
@Meditation guide i like to read through their comments and posts because they are always well thought and unique. Back when i was in school a teacher of mine taught me about meditating and we meditated together sometimes, those were great times, so every time i read their name i get happy and nostalgic thinking about the old times. Thank you so much :heart:
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
682
You know... This may sound pretty odd now but I for one do wish I could have complimented @harkovv as well as @Woodnote if they were still among us. :aw: I hope they found their peace! A rather strange compliment this time from me if anything... I know.
As for the members that are still here and I wish to compliment, I am getting an idea. ^_^
 
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BipolarGuy

BipolarGuy

Enlightened
Aug 6, 2020
1,456
There are so many users who I feel are nice, so sorry if I miss anybody out.

@Chupacabra 44 - For your considered and well articulated contributions.

@mahakali88 - For being such a nice person generally.

@Deafsn0w - For your considered contributions and your offer to buy anybody a dog if they 'like' your posts.

@TheQ22 - We seem to be rather similar in many ways.

@worried_to_death - It's always interesting to read your posts.

@_Minsk - For your constantly changing profile picture!

@Maxtothemax - Nice person to speak to.

@GoneGoneGone - I again feel that we may be similar in some ways, for example our views on some things.

@Passerby - You seem like a nice person, and you have the best profile picture of anybody I've yet seen.
 
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TheQ22

Enlightened
Aug 17, 2020
1,097
I am honoured, thank you @BipolarGuy
 
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esse_est_percipi

Enlightened
Jul 14, 2020
1,747
Thank you @BipolarGuy, I feel the same towards you. I really wish the best for you.
 
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Chupacabra 44

Chupacabra 44

If boredom were a CTB method, I would be long gone
Sep 13, 2020
710
There are so many users who I feel are nice, so sorry if I miss anybody out.

@Chupacabra 44 - For your considered and well articulated contributions.

@mahakali88 - For being such a nice person generally.

@Deafsn0w - For your considered contributions and your offer to buy anybody a dog if they 'like' your posts.

@TheQ22 - We seem to be rather similar in many ways.

@worried_to_death - It's always interesting to read your posts.

@_Minsk - For your constantly changing profile picture!

@Maxtothemax - Nice person to speak to.

@GoneGoneGone - I again feel that we may be similar in some ways, for example our views on some things.

@Passerby - You seem like a nice person, and you have the best profile picture of anybody I've yet seen.

Thanks for the shout out!
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
Alright. I get it. I was only projecting my own lack of belonging. Whatever. No one's fault but my own.
But I see a hierarchy forming here and it must be an inescapable fact of human nature. Maybe I'm the only one who thinks this but it's exclusionary.
I want to recognize

Xocoyotziin

Because he or she pointed this stupid hierarchy thing out.
And a huge thank you to everyone who added me to their list.

I can't make a list because I never remember names, and also I would hate to leave anyone out who deserves it or who would feel hurt if I didn't include them. But if you give my posts little emoji's I do notice and it makes me feel good and notice you too.
 
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IBreathButNoMoreLive

IBreathButNoMoreLive

My Time Is Up
Aug 20, 2020
47
@Xocoyotziin
i like you too :heart: ......I'm grateful to have met you ....:hug:
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

Visionary
Apr 2, 2020
2,404
There are so many users who I feel are nice, so sorry if I miss anybody out.

@Chupacabra 44 - For your considered and well articulated contributions.

@mahakali88 - For being such a nice person generally.

@Deafsn0w - For your considered contributions and your offer to buy anybody a dog if they 'like' your posts.

@TheQ22 - We seem to be rather similar in many ways.

@worried_to_death - It's always interesting to read your posts.

@_Minsk - For your constantly changing profile picture!

@Maxtothemax - Nice person to speak to.

@GoneGoneGone - I again feel that we may be similar in some ways, for example our views on some things.

@Passerby - You seem like a nice person, and you have the best profile picture of anybody I've yet seen.

Thank you. :happy:
 
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