Which is better?

[Liebestod]

So I'm kind of conflicted right now. I don't know whether I want to ctb at home or at an Airbnb. If I did it at home I would take sleeping pills, drink alcohol, and breathe air from a non oxygen air duster and then take a bath and drown. If I did it in an Airbnb I would burn charcoal indoors. Which do you think I should do? I've done research and both seem lethal on their own. I know there are more cases of the latter and it also seems more reliable but for some reason I kinda want to die at home. Btw I can't do the charcoal method at home because I live with my family and yes I know that if I did it at home my family would be the ones to find my body, I've already considered that.