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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
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Listening to music while you pass or chatting to someone while you pass?
 
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Snatsbats

Student
Jan 9, 2021
182
People are unpredictable and i dont want them to fuck with my mind when im scared in my last moments. Nice music will calm me down. Music has always been there for me in bad and good days. Music is my real friend. I would like to cuddle with my dog in the last moments though, but thats not possible sadly.
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
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Everybody is different so I can imagine talking with someone could be pretty damn comforting..... But I'd rather have some of my favorite tracks ready to help me ease into the void when my time comes. All just a matter of preference I reckon.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
Soft instrumental music, I want serenade nuance despite of salty crapulence and fear of vomiting
 
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hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
I would prefer having someone next to me as I pass. But according to pro lifers , law, and society, we the ill minded people are not allowed to die with dignity and peacefully. So I guess I can do music. Chatting it would depend on who it is, I don't have anyone that cares for me at all.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,233
With being very extroverted I find most comfort in chatting with someone and I think that would be the best thing for me when I CTB as well.
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
honestly, both would be just fine. i'd love to listen to my favourite tracks/artists as i'm slowly losing consciousness but the thought of talking to someone before i ctb is also comforting --- makes me feel less alone in this cruel world.
 
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notlongnow

Student
Aug 16, 2022
138
Music for sure. People irritate me at the best of times.
 
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Mofreeko

Mofreeko

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
478
I'm planning on listening to recordings of rainfall.
 
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gottablast888

Student
Apr 15, 2022
171
both would be nice
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,590
I would like to listen to music. Music can be quite calming. I think that would certainly be comforting. I don't really think that it's a good idea talking to someone in the last moments as they could say the wrong thing and after all we live in a world where suicide is so stigmatised so theres always the risk of them alerting others about ctb plans and methods can fail if found too early. I would much rather be alone anyway, I want my last moments to be mine and mine alone.
 
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Rogue Proxy

Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,315
Neither. I've always gained the most peace and pleasure in solitude, and my last moments would be no different. If forced to choose between the two options, it would definitely be my favorite music. Humans are too obnoxious and destructive. Even their mere presence would ruin the remaining peace I desire.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I might try both if I can find someone to chat with during my ctb
 
LowLevelChimp

LowLevelChimp

Just your average pos
Jul 18, 2022
62
It will be music for me, talking to someone would bring in conflicting emotions and I need focus and clarity.
 
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Midnight-rain

Student
Jan 1, 2020
191
Who would I want to speak to? I don't like humans very much. Yes that includes myself. Music is my choice but I might ultimately prefer absolute solitude and silence other than the natural sounds I can't mute.
 
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eve2004

DEAD YESTERDAY
Aug 17, 2019
578
Hadn't thought of the music, but good idea... I'm just afraid that I may have an emotional reaction to one of the songs and it may screw me up, half-way through...

Ideally I'd like a partner but the whole logistics of this is very complicated, and I'm worried about legal implications if one or the other fails to CTB. It would have to be an "unspoken" hook-up in a hotel in 2 different rooms, go for dinner, coffee, never talk about it, go to the room and that's it. If you can get F on Tindr, maybe you can find a partner to go on a "date" with with the unspoken intention to each CTB separately?
 
Tiberius85

Tiberius85

Member
Aug 21, 2022
77
I'd prefer music. Some beautiful music the last thing to experience before slipping away. Vivaldi's four seasons, I imagine for myself.
 
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